I love control. If I do not have control I freak out. I have mini anxiety attacks and it makes me want to cry. Unfortunately, there are things in my life I can't control, other people being one of them. Have you ever wanted to talk to someone, yet simultaneously not want to talk to them. It's a very scary thing. I also want to tell people things, but the thought of them knowing and talking about it, again, makes me want to cry. The funny thing is, I never cry. I want to, a lot, but I am never able to get tears to come out of my eyes. The only time I cry is when I am mad or frustrated. Ugh, life sucks.
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Story Of My Life
PoetryThis is just going to be a little book of, most likely, crappy poems that I write. I really only write poems about things I feel generally strongly about and it's just kind of my escape from the world. If you know me irl pls don't read as they are f...
