"You've changed" he breathed out, I rolled my eyes. I'm still a little bit cold heart of the past. And nothing can change that. "Yeah, but I don't forget" I say back.
"Ariana?" the other boys were here. They were standing in front of the door, "Is that you?"
"Yeah, it's me"
"Now, come on take a seat" Scooter said, I rolled my eyes and sat down again. I knew I had no way out of this, because it is management. He sat across from me, and so did the other boys. I still cant believe that he's here. That we met again. That we were supposed to be 'fake dating' for the public eye.
"Now Ariana, I know you and the boys don't have a great past" Spencer pointed out, I snorted "Yeah, you can say that again" then glared at them. I can see their faces were guilty. They should be. After all, its hard to forget what happened in the past. Especially, if its cruel and ruined your life. Like they did to me.
"But, both of the managements have decided to choose you to be Harry's fake girlfriend, in order for the publicity" Scooter addressed, "And that's it, I get to have a say in this, Scooter, and I say no"
"Ariana--"
"Look, this is my life and my love life. I don't wanna be seen with someone who bullied me and tortured me back then" I stood up, "Look Ariana, we're sorry okay?" Harry stood up, "I know what we did was cruel, and selfish and mean, but you gotta understand--"
"Understand what? that you're mission was to make my life miserable?"
"No"
"then what? I suffered because of you and them. I went through everything, and I fought for everything. I tried to forget, But I couldn't, I cant. And I don't know if I could ever forgive you" My eyes started to water, the pain in my chest which I was holding onto for so long bursted.
"Let us explain"Louis said, "No, you all have nothing to explain. Because you all ruined my life! You humiliated me infront of everyone. Abused be, bullied me and hurt me, which is hard to forget!" tears brimmed my eyes as my voice cracked at the end, I held my head with my hands, trying to stop the pain.
"Ariana" Scooter comforted me, "No. I can't take this" I grabbed my bag, and went out of the room and walked fast to my car and drove.
As I arrived home, I saw a note from Frankie and mom saying that they went and bought some groceries and will be right back. I want straight up to my room, locked the door, took my shoes off and buried my face into my pillow and cried my eyes out.
I can't believe it. I don't wanna believe it. I cant. They ruined my life. I had to lie. I had to go to the hospital because of them, and be depressed because of them. Everything that went wrong in my life is because of them, and I will never EVER forgive them for what they did to me. And honestly, they broke me.
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"Seriously?!" Alexa couldnt believe it either. As soon as I texted her about what happened, she flew here as fast as she could and comforted me. I already told her that she didnt need to, and that she has better things to do rather than stress abot my life right now.
"Yeah, and I cant escape this" I sat down on the edge of my bed, "Ari, they made your life miserable"
"I know"
"They ruined your whole life, and Scooter expects you to 'fake date' him? I mean" she said, "Honestly, I would punch them right in the face right now but that isn't enough for what they did to you"
"I know, Lexie" I bursted to tears again, "Oh Ari" she hugged me and rubbed my back while I was letting all my anger and feelings out.
"I hate them, i hate them" I said, with anger and despair, "I hate them so much"
"I am so sorry, Ariana. If there was something I could do--"
"No, I have to face this. this is my problem, not yours"
"But still, its hard to see my best friend in the whole wide world ever since birth hurt like this just because of them" she said 'them' with disgust in her voice. "Thank you"
"If you need anything, or need to talk to someone. I'm here" she smiled, and i hugged her again.
"You can do this Ari, show to them that you're not the same girl they knew. Prove to them that you're stronger and better than that. Make them pay for what they did. Show to them that you're not Ariana Grande-Butera who was the nerdy loser freak they bullied. Show them that you're Ariana Grande. A pop star, that you've changed. That they messed with the wrong girl"
She was right.
I'm not that girl anymore, I'm not gonna sit here and mope around because of them. No. I'm better than that. I'm not Ariana Grande-Butera, the loser freak. I'm Ariana Grande the international pop star princess, and that they messed with the wrong girl.
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Fanfiction❝I had to change. Fast. I wasn't going to let them bully me again. I was their biggest mistake.❞ ∞-∞-∞-∞- Ariana Grande-Butera has always been the nerd of their school. And there were five boys whose habbit was to bully her and make her life misera...