New Perspective

New Tears

"So what's about before?" Alisha curtly asked when we sat at a table in the food court after i bought us food.

I looked up at her face skeptical to say anything so in answer I took another long fry and nibbled at the end.

"Did you kill a man? When people don't talk about their past they usually did something terrible."

I laughed at her and gave up. "I never killed anything bigger than a spider. But I once did do somehting I regret."

"Gossip! Ooh tell me please! What happened? Were you a heart breaker?" Alisha gasped and widened her eyes hopping chairs to get closer, as she did her hand grazed mine.

The electric shock was pleasant and gave me a smile from ear to ear. i turned my head slightly away so she wouldn't see my face "Oh, i don't know. It's not somehting I like to talk about." i pulled my eyes back to her now pouting lips and when she saw my eyes again she smiled and opened her mouth to say something then when no words came out i fully turned towards her, my expression curious. "what?"

She hesitated "It's just that no matter what you did, I don't think anything could make you a bad person." She looked at me with somethiong in her eyes...Sincerity. Then her eyes glazed over at me and she looked at me slyly " I mean you took a stranger out for lunch! I don't know many people who would do that." She raised her arm up. "That is good. So you must be good too." She told me poking my shoul.der wioth her finger where she emphasized herself.

I laughed sourly. In the past hour since i doused her in my beverage we had learned eachothers names and I told her about moving to Wyoming and she told me a few things about her as well.

"So are you going to tell me his name?" She asked

I looked at her with a false confusion on my face and laced in my voice "Name? I have no idea what you're talking about" I turned my nose down into my drink, though with no success when she pulled it out of my hands.

"I know that look. There is always a boy behind that look. Did you love him? Did he leave you?" She no longer looked happy. Her face was masked with desolation.

With a sigh I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I looked into her eyes. "Yes. I loved him very much. He was so sweet and handsome. He made me feel beautiful, wanted, special. My parents loved him. And his parents loved me. We had been together for years. He was my everything. I depended on him with my life. But then his phone was disconnected. His home empty. His locker bare. It was as if he had vanished..."

She said nothing for a monet while she slowly nodded her head. Then she did something I had not allowed from anyone for a long time. She hugged me. "What was his name?"

I gasped at her question and then exhaled his name, not having said it for years since he left me all alone. "Damien." I sobbed out.

A/N: Hey so short chapter, please don't hurt me! anyway, A picture of Damien is up. Isn't he just the sexiest peice of ass EVER? :*