I don't understand what's going on. I keep fighting something I don't even know. The voices just keep pushing me to the end of the road. They want me to die, they want me to give up so they can have control over me. I'm my worst enemy. Two faced person. Pointing a gun towards me in front of the mirror. Looking at myself wanting to pull the damn trigger. Waiting for everything to be over. Waiting to be finally okay. To be at peace with myself.
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Look at me in the eyes and search my soul. If you say you know me like the palm of your hand then tell me what you see. Do you see the girl talking to you right now or do you see a stranger? Can you tell when I fake a smile or when I force a laugh? Do you know when i say "I'm okay" I'm secretly saying "I need help, I need a hug or i need a shoulder to cry on" ? Do you know that most of the time I'm fighting inner myself? Look at me in the eyes and answer me, do you really know me?
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RandomNOT A BOOK! Just putting my feelings out there since I don't have someone to talk to.
