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monday
clear
do you remember
that time we walked home
after school;
alone, after cleaning duty?
today, the first time
i told myself;
go for it
the first time
you told me;
i'll walk you home
like last time
i wasn't listening
to what you were saying
you didn't talk much;
but weren't completely quiet
all i seemed to notice
was my wild heartbeat
threatening to loose control
stupidly, once again
i fall deeper
when i wasn't supposed to
an idiot;
people said are those
who don't love themselves
i know i'll get hurt
i know i'll be pitied
and yet, i spoil myself
yes, i am an idiot
for loving you
YOU ARE READING
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Fanfiction// completed // "if i was given an alternate choice, maybe it will still be you." { in short stanzas } highest: #27 in short story lowercase intended
