Cant move on

Is this goodbye ?

Your p.o.v

I was looking for tae woo and min soo but they weren't there I'm sure they are in the room now since tae woo. Can't hold himself ...

I came in and saw tae woo and min soo hugging each other cans crying , I've never seen them like that , what is going on ??

My hands were shaking I couldn't feel myself

I know , I know this is something bad...

"Eun Seo your here...." Min soo said and quickly wiped her tears

IM GOING INSANE !! WHAT IS GOING ON ???

"Why are you guys crying?" My voice cracked as I was about to speak ...

Without a reply tae woo hugged me , crying

I pushed him away

"WHY ARE YOU GUYS ACTING LIKE THIS?? JUST TELL ME AND GET OVER IT !!" I yelled , I'm about to go crazy , just tell me

They were still looking at me with a pity , I went up to my brother

Hitting him with my weak hands and tears falling down on my cheeks even I don't even know what's wrong with me

"Just tell me even if my life depends on it, you guys being silent is making it much more worse " I said with a weak voice

Tae woo was about to hand me the results paper and spoke

"Here is it , I don't have the courage to say to you" I couldn't fully understand him , why is he like this ?

I saw the result paper .....

My eyes widened as I saw it...

I have cancer ? Lung cancer ??

But .. But ... I've so much things to do in life

"Are you sure this is mine ?" I said , I don't believe it ! I'm sure this is not mine !!!!

"Eun seoyaah" min soo said and hugged me

So it's true ?..

I quickly went up to the nurse

"Do I have any chance???!"

"Go to doctor sang nim and you'll get every answer there" she said

I quickly ran out of the room and looked for him

"DOCTOR !!"

"Calm down .. What's wrong my dear ?" He said with a calm voice

I cried and went up to him , I feel very shattered , my dreams and my hopes they are all gone

"How can I be calm after this ?"

I gave him the result paper

He shook his head and looked at me with a pity

"Sit down and let's talk "

We sat down and he comforted me with warm words

But I got a response

I don't even have a chance , only 2 months to live ...

" do you have something to achieve in your life now ?" He said

"I will put everything away but ... My boyfriend ,," I stopped

Tears strolling down in my cheeks , so cold , I feel very cold , how am I even going to face him ? Can I even have the courage to tell him I'll be gone and not be back ? A lot of things are going on my mind

We talked a bit more with the Doctor saying if I should get to stay at the hospital will extend my time to 6 months ...

Just staying up in a room won't help me do my things so I'm going to accept the 2 months ...

I'd rather spend time with family , friends and my boyfriend for those 2 months , it will be better ...

But how am I going to tell taehyung ??

That's the only thing I think about right now ...