Cant move on

Past

[\flashback what taehyung thought about near the river/]

Taehyung p.o.v

I was talking with tae woo about the whole marriage thing and suddenly jungkook came really fast and he was out of breath

"Come !! C..ome just come the two of you !!!" He shouted

"Are you okay ??" Tae woo hold jungkook

"I said go !!! Eun seo is about to die you guys !!!" He said while his lips were trembling

I stood third in shock .. What ?? How come ??! BUT SHE SAID THAT SHE ALMOST HAVE 2 MONTHS TO LIVE !!

I quickly went inside when I saw eun seo in jin arms and she was coughing really bad , blood came out of her mouth a scene I didn't want to see and believe , they were all crying and I quickly pushed jin away and hold eun seo in my arms

"Tt..aehyung.. I'm so sorry for this , I never wanted this" she cried as she hold my face with her beautiful hands
"I lied to you guys that i was going to live longer but I knew I was going to die this week , please I'm sorry"

Tears fell down my cheeks and my heart broke into million pieces she just played with my hair and smiled to me
"I want to smile so that can be the last moment you can remember of me and I can't believe that I was going to love you so much mr annoying" she smiled

Mr annoying " we were meant to be duh" I put on a fake smile
"Good memories, don't you find it strange that I'm dying in the same season as grandfather ? "

"Don't say that your not , you still live here and you will always be" I grabbed her arm and put it on my chest , you will always live in my heart eun seo

I can't handle this I just can't , how am I supposed to live with without her ?? Just by thinking of it makes me crazy

"Where is brother ?" She said
Tae woo quickly came " I'm here my precious little sister" he was crying like there was no tomorrow
"Don't cry I want to see you smile , just for me"
"Anything for you little sis"

I bought me and eun seo marriage ring and it was in my pocket , I took it out
"Eun seo you know I've always wanted to be with you , I just want to give you this even if it's too late , take this with you and always remember me"

"This is beautiful  taehyung ," I leaned for kiss , a goodbye kiss
Beautiful yet sad
Suddenly she was going away and her eyes began to close , I knew that it was the end , her body became cold , so does my life

I cried and shouted so disappointed how life could be so unfair , how can I live when the love of my life just died in my arms ?

Ok eun seo
I love you