Cant move on

Is this true ?

Your p.o.v

I talked with my brother but he didn't even looked me at the eyes he was quickly tearing up ...
How am I going to survive if you are like this ?...

"Should we hit somewhere before going home?" I smiled to him

No matter what I'm not going to change , I'm still going to be bright it's just that I will take a long deep sleep ....sigh this is hard .

He nodded

"Fine then I'll love to go to McDonald's!"

He hugged me

"Anything for you"

"How am I going to be okay when your being down like this ? You have to be a big supporter of me!"

Min soo came and the three of us hugged each other

"We're a family ! Let's stay strong" tae woo said kissing both of our forehead

I'm glad your here ....

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"Your eating that much ??? Your gonna blow !!" Tae woo laughed

"Tae woo let the girl do what she wants" min soo said

"So what you'll all be blessed " I laughed back at him

We talked about our childhood and also good times and sad

"Guys I have a question"

They both looked at me

"How am I going to tell taehyung ? Should I just not tell him or ..."

"Tell him eun Seo it's for better , no matter what you should not keep a secret like that from him , beside trust and honesty is the key of every love" he said

Yeah he is right ... I'll tell him but how ? Where should I start ??

"Um well then drop me at Ms Kim house tonight ? I'll try to tell him somehow.."

They agreed and I looked at tae woo I saw his sad face I know he wants to spend more time with me but this is also very very important ... I'll call taehyung to see if he is home tonight

I called him and he sounded very happy that I was coming over ... You don't even know taehyung why am I coming now .. I feel very bad

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"My little beautiful pretty princess is back !" He said and squeezed me tightly

It was one of the hugs I needed at this moment , taehyung your truly one of a kind

"I guess we missed each other that much right ?" I said
"Miss ?? I was dying to see you babo! Let's stay like this for a while" he said

Your making me much more weaker Kim taehyung , I don't even have the ability to tell you now ...

"So what should we do princess for tonight ?" He looked at me and smiled , a warm smile that can melt everyone's heart..

"Anything our prince want" I giggled
"Then I want to hug ok eun Seo for the rest of my life !!" He span me around the house , why aren't you a playful guy and aren't I a lucky person to have you

"Okay okay you can stop now ! " I was laughing really hard " yahhhh!! Kim taehyung stop!! Hahahahaha please stop ! No don't even try to tickle me !!"

"I'll stop till you shout out loud and say I love Kim taehyung" he looked at me

"Okay okay ! I LOVE KIM TAEHYUNG !" I said

He came to me and our faces was less than a breath away , our eyes Locked at each other , I could feel butterflies in my stomach!
He gently placed his hands around my face and kissed me , I've never felt like this only he can make my heart beat so fast and flutter ,

"So can I now go to my room and change" I laughed
"Yes you may now your highness !" He said with a breath taking smile

I went inside and changes , I checked my bag for the results and also took out the pills the doctor gave me , I ate it and placed them at the desk , I went out

"What are you doing ?" I saw him being busy reading something

"How to make popcorn , how do you even make this thing ?" He said with a serious face
"Babo ! Are you serious ? Leave it to me I'll do it , what is your plan ?"

" watching a movie actually ..."

"Okay I'll go make the popcorn and prepare some other food too and you do some things to!" I said

I left and made a big bowl of popcorn it's going to be a long night ...orange juice or cola ? What should we drink with it ? Both !
I also brought some snacks form the refrigerator, everything is okay now !

I brought all of it to the living room and taehyung was not there .. Where is he ??
I was about to check the rooms and I saw him in the backyard sitting on the swing chair , I went to see why is he there

"Taehyung ? What are you doing here ?"

"Nothing I suddenly felt unwell and depressed.." He looked down

But a moment ago he was okay ....
I sat by the other swing chair next to him
"You know you could tell me what's wrong .." I sighed

He shook his head ... I know this might not be the right time but should I tell him ? Come one eun Seo ! You have to bring courage to yourself and tell him !

"Umm.. Taehyung I have something to say to you , please listen well.." My voice got cracked and I started tearing up , what is wrong with me ?? Why am I like this ?

He stood up and looked at me in the eyes , quickly grabbed me and hugged me , his hands on my head , is he crying ?

"Why ? Why must this happen ? Do you have to go ?"

"Taehyungahh"

"I don't want you to leave how am I going to live without you ?" His cracky voice , does he know ??!

"So you know.."

"Don't even say a single word , just don't talk" he hugged me tighter

Why must this happen ??

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Taehyung p.o.v

She went to the kitchen to make popcorn , I bought a necklace for her so I got up and went to her room and place it somewhere ... When I went inside I saw something on a desk

There ! That is a good place , I'm sure it's hers and she will look at it , I placed the necklace and was about to go
But the pills got my attention and I went back to see what is it
I saw a paper ,. I looked at it and it was ......
I can't even say it ! Is this true ??

I couldn't even think straight about what I read what is this ?? I went to the backyard to ease my mind .. Is this the end ?

Why must this happen ? The most important and loving person in my life , my first love , my everything
I'm going to suffer so much without you .. What is this !! Thinking about it more makes me go crazy !! Yes I want to go crazy if I'm going to live without you! Why is this world so cruel ...?

What if I can't let you go ok eun Seo ? ... Living without you is hard