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Chapter 12

Marissa pov

After vidcon day 1 me and tiff went to her room because it would be more private since the boys went to get supper. If we were in my room Trevor, Amanda and Anthony would be in there probably on their phone or something like that.

"So what's up" Tiffany says with a sympathetic look

"I don't think i can do it anymore. I mean I going back to lowa next week. I'm never happy I just feel sad when vidcon is the best time of the year. I don't know what do. I don't want to leave Trevor" I say

"Tell Kian" she simply says but with a caring tone

"He won't understand" I say looking away

"Marissa he is your brother of course he will understand and I swear if you don't go and talk to him I'll make you" Tiffany says

"Woah ok ok I'll go and talk to him.... Next year" I say

She give me a 'are you kidding me' look

"Fine I'll go and talk to him...now" I say

"Awesome good luck" she says hugging me

"Haha thanks and thank you for being there for me" I say

"Anytime now go and talk to Kian" she says literally push me out of her room

"Ok ok calm down" I say walking out

"Bye" she waves

"Bye" I say waving back

I walk over to room 1023 knowing it was Alisha, Andrea, Jc and Kian's room.

I take a deep breath before knocking on the door.

As soon as I knocked my heart beat started to pick up.

'Marissa don't have a axsity attack over just going to talk to your brother' I tell myself

No one really knows I have axsity not even Trevor or Kian.

As I was thinking the door swings open showing Andrea

"Hey Marissa, what's up" she says

"Hey Andrea I was just wondering if Kian was here" I ask

"I'm right here" Kian says walking up o the door

"Could I please talk to you" I ask starting to feel sick and scared

"Ya sure" he says

"Alone" I say

"Ok" he says and walk out of the room and into the hall.

"Why don't we go to the nearby park?" Kian says

"Ya sure" I say and we awkward walked to the park that was only about 5 minutes away from the hotel

We sit down on the swings both of us saying nothing.

"Kian I kn.." He cut me off

"Look Marissa I'm re..." I cut him off

"Kian can I please just talk" I say looking at him and he nods

"I'm sorry for everything. For not telling you stuff, for hiding away, for dating Trevor. I swear nothing has happened with him and I but he just makes me really happy. I just really hope you understand" I say and look down not telling him the full story of my hurt and why I really love Trevor

"Marissa I'm sorry too I've just been overreacting. I know how you feel when me and Andrea started dating she just made me really happy and she still dose. Plus Trevor was just friend first and even if he was y friend first I should still let you be happy" he says

"Thanks Kian" I say look up at him

I want to ask him if I can stay in California but I'm just scared but I mean now or never.

"Kian what about going back to home?" I ask scared of his answer

"Marissa I want you to have a good life. Going back home and finishing your schooling would be better then home schooling. I'm making you go back home for a better life" he says

"I got a movie roll" I blurt out

He looks at me weirdly

"What?" He says

"I got a movie roll and we start filming in May" I say

He keeps quite

"But I have to learn my lines and we have to read over then together so I'm going to be in LA at least every month" I say

"School comes first" he says

"I understand that but Kian I love acting for when I was in my first school musical in grade 5. LA Is where I'm met to be" I say

"When do you guys start rehearsals" he asks not looking at me

"Well I have to say yes first but we start in January" I say

"Marissa do the first half how school then we'll see" he says

"Ok" i say not saying anything else just just giving him a simply replay

"Why don't we go grab something to eat" Kian says breaking the silence

"I would like that" I say and we start walking

I grab my phone and text Trevor. He's problem worrying about me.

As I turn y phone on I see many notification from Trevor. I see he call about 5 times and text me about 24

M-hey sorry I've been talking to Kian we are going get get something to eat now

I almost get a Instant reply back

T-omg your alive... So you and Kian are good?

M-we are getting there .... I think

T-well good luck

M-thanks

T-after vidcon me and you are going on a date

M-I would like that

T-❤️

M-❤️ well if got to go 😘

T-same Anthony is fighting with the tv 😂😘

M-miss you bye

T-miss you too bye👋🏻

M-👋🏻

I then turn my phone off and put it in my back pocket slightly laughing.

"Who were you texting" Kian asks

"Just Trevor" I say

"Oh" he says wiggling his eyebrows

I just slightly laugh as we keep walking

I hope kian and I can make up for lost time or just make the best of the time we have left....

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Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in awhile I've been caught up with the rest of my books plus the new one in writing you can check out the intro it called I'm just me it should be coming out soon. Sometime in February.

Well anyways love you guys

Bye