my immortal damage

Part 2 : it's all about her

    Sometimes the things that you like aren't the things that meant to have that worth to have it seem to you like it's the world and everything you want but in fact sometimes the things that you like are dangerous to you and to your life if you just opened your eyes and know them well just like drinks and smoking and love you became addicted you became like a toy if you don't save yourself anyway 

  It all became dark in my eyes like the earth stopped turning and the time froze it came to my mind this memory the memory when she invaded my heart and made my life better not better but a mess i guess i don't know i just remembered the first smell the first sight the first smile of her i remembered the first impression how she made me smile and i don't usually smile how she put a spell on me to only care about her and she quickly entered my life and became a part of it and my goals was as i remember to make her feel happy and to make her smile i was so silly because i thought she's the one

Her name is Angela she was mysterious and don't want to talk so much i think because i was a stranger to her she write songs like me and that was the first thing that make me like her she was different and special . in fact i didn't like her from the beginning it was my friend Chris who told me to talk to her because she was cute that day and because i don't want to talk too much too he was trying to change me

So she was so short she had big black eyes a little mouth and a small nose and she had a long black hair that cover her half face she was beautiful

After knowing her i became addicted to her talking to her everyday made me feel alive and noticed but why i felt that why ? i don't always talk to people and i usully don't care why i felt jealous when she talk to other guys ? why i thought about her ? i felt stupid and smart in the same time why i felt happy ? i used to be calm and sad and i used to hate everything why i felt like that ? « i think i'm on my way to know the thing called love » i said

So i told sam about that girl and i told him that i loved her and he was happy to hear that cuz i don't usually smile he saw me smiling and i told him everything about her than i said

« i'm afraid that she don't love me back cuz she's perfect but a little bet shy »

« try to make her fall in love with you do like me with girls »

« i'll try »

The days was going by and i was only thinking about Angela and her perfection . Sam was always next to me hearing me singing and dreaming about her i was completlly crazy in love with her i was talking about her all days how she speak how she move her mouth and lips to talk what she like Sam was intrested he wanted to know her so i said

« you'll see her soon she's an angel »

After one month from knowing her Sam was brokenbecause his crush became on a relationship with his friend that stumb him onhis back he was sad and i was sad too since i had a fight with Angela and westopped talking like usually we were on a bus talking suddenly i saw angelastanding three seats in front of me . that time sam still don't her so i showed her to him and without even asking he went to her and start talking and i wasmad cuz i know sam is an asshole when it come to girls cuz he's a playboy want girls to love him he use them then he throw them anyway she liked him and he liked her too he said that she's perfect i thought he was kidding when he told me that he want to be in a relationship with her cuz « dude that's my girl she's mine » and i said to myself « she can't like him she's an angel she's awake » and i told Sam

« she will ignore you i know that she won't like a guy like you do me anything if she became your girlfriend »

« challenge accepted »