my immortal damage

Part 7: what i really wanted to tell you

You didn't understand me you know, it's because i didn't understand myself from the beginning , you were perfection to me, no more than perfection you were home from the first day i met you something happened to me it's a change you changed me, how when you did nothing, you changed me by your look by your existence and presence you changed me by your smell that i can't forget i couldn't say i love you in front of you, i m not good in speaking i m good in actions, i couldn't say that i need you in my life to stand by my side forever cuz i m weak without you ,it's like you give me power, when i'm with you i feel stupid i don't know why, i feel like i can see the world only in your eyes, i mean you were my world you were my only happiness, can't you see my smile is so bright only when im with  you  ? can't you see how much i respect you and appreciate us ? can't you see how much i love you ? it's the first time that i need and want something that bad, how u made me feel is something special even with the hurt, i just see the good things in you and try to ignore your bads trying to see you as you were to me that innocent little girl with the small fingers ,the one that i wanted to marry once .