Escape

The funeral

A few days passed the day of the viewing was here I wore a black dress Bryan wore a flannel black shirt. I looked at the casket and I looked at her body lying there lifeless. I got freaked out knowing I was the last one to see her alive. Tears started gathering in my eyes I looked at Bryan and whispered " I told her we'd be best friends till the end but I didn't think it would come that soon. " as soon as I said that he hugged me and then I seen her parents I hugged them they wore tore to pieces " she was our only child " " I know and I'm sorry and it should of been me that got killed not her " I said in survivor's guilt. I started feeling sick with nostalgia I wanted her to be back with me. I asked Bryan If he was ready to leave he was crying. He nodded so we walked out. We both hugged and he kissed me on the cheek. I smiled at him and he needed to be calmed down, we both did. So went to my moms house to tell her what had happened she had already heard that there was a murder but she had no clue it was Bella and she had heard one witness but they weren't giving out names yet she started crying along with me and Bryan" It should have been me..I was right there with her.. Why she didn't stab me too I don't know. " " I guess you just have better luck stydia. I really don't know what I would of done if it was you...I guess my world would collapse around me " Bryan said. " I don't know what I would of done either I can only imagine how Renee feels losing a child, I mean I had a miscarriage but I wasn't with my kid for nineteen or twenty years " mom said. " she was a nice woman I know that for a fact I loved her like a sister " I said in tears. The next day was her funeral and I was really bad upset especially when I saw the tombstone that read " Bella Cole a wonderful daughter a good friend