A New Start

Chapter 5

I keenly watched Harry as he continued reading the menu. For once he actually did something to defend me, and I was still slightly shocked. He suddenly looked up at me, giving me a cute soft smile. "What are you looking at?", he said chuckling slightly before turning over to look at his friends. In a matter of seconds his glare became a lot more harsh, and then his eyes softened when he looked at me. You could tell a lot from his eyes; they darkened when he was upset, or lustful, and they softened to a emerald green when he smiled and looked happy as usual. My intent stare on Harry ended shortly when the waitress walked over and took our orders.

When our food finally came, Harry kept picking at my plate and playing with his food which made me laugh a lot more than I should have. We talked more, and fooled around not caring about the death stares we were recieving from his friends not far away. We eventually got the check, and Harry offered to pay. "No, no Harry it's fine, I'll pay for my food", I mumbled. He quickly looked up at me and smirked slightly. "It's fine Ellie, it's on me". I smiled, knowing that if I continued protesting he would still insist on paying.

Once we finally paid, we became walking back down the main road where all the shops were. At the end of the road was a small park, where from a distance you could see people having picnics and fooling around and having fun. Harry looked down at me and noticed me admiring all the people. He grabbed my hand and motioned towards the park, insisting that we go and hang out there for a bit. "That hill over there has a perfect view, let's go there", he said as he lead me up a grassy hill where no one else sat.

We laid down on our elbows at the very top of the hill where no one could see us, and it was just the two of us. Harry sat extremely close to me as he brushed his hand over mine. I looked down at our hands as he drew little circles softly on my hands. He suddenly looked up at me, his gaze soft as his lips formed a cute smirk, showing off his dimples. The second we made eye contact, I felt my heart beat just a tad bit faster. I looked away shyly, hiding the blush that krept onto my cheeks. My hair fell slghtly in front of my face as I looked down, still hiding my face. He leaned over and began brushing the stray hair behind my ear, but failed as he fell directly on top of me awkwardly. We both broke down laughing as his curls brushed against my forehead.

I continued laughing as Harry's facial expression suddenly turned into a soft smirk. He stared into my eyes for a few seconds before cupping my cheek and placing a soft kiss on my cheek. I couldn't help it as I began to smile as I looked up at him. I brushed a few of his curls away from his eyes before returning a soft kiss on his lips. I could tell he was a little shocked by my action. Our chests were pressed against each other and I could feel both our heartbeats increasing. "Hm, what was that for?", he said chuckling. "It was a thank you, for everything today", I said before jokingly poking one of his dimples. The small gesture wasn't just a thank you, but to see if I still felt that quick spark like I did a day before; and oh my it was still there. He eventually got off of me, and needless to say, I was slightly dissapointed that the moment was over. He got up and offered me his hand, entwining his fingers with mine once again like earlier. I didn't know why he always held my hand, but I didn't seem to mind.

We slowly made our way back home. As we walked through the front door, Harry shouted for his mom to see if she was home. There was no reply, so it seems as if we were alone once again, not that I minded at all. We walked into the living room, throwing ourselves onto the couch out of exhaustion. I let out a heavy sigh as I watched Harry walk over to a large cabinet full of movies. "Wanna watch a movie with me?", he said smiling at me. "Hm, yeah sure", I replied. He grabbed some sort of comedy, but I didn't seem to care what we were watching at this point; I just liked being alone with Harry. While the trailers went through, I got up and began walking to the kitchen as Harry followed me. "I'm gonna make some popcorn. Do you want some?", I asked. He nodded as he leaned against the kitchen counter. I felt his sharp gaze on me as I got on my tippy toes reaching for the box of popcorn that was too high for me to reach. "Shit, I can't reach it", I mumbled. He began walking over to help me, but I eventually got it. He was even closer to me now, and I felt a little on edge as he stood a few feet away from me watching me once again. From the corner of my eye, I saw his eyes were filled with lust, and his expression was serious.

I ignored it as I put the popcorn in the microwave. Right as I did so, I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist. "H-H-Harry, w-what are you d-doing", I said as he lightly kissed my neck as he let out a soft moan against my skin. I couldn't help but close my eyes as I threw my head back against his chest. He flipped me around and gave me that lustful stare once again as he was doing moments ago. He began kissing against my jawline as I tangled my fingers through his curls. He looked up at me as he licked his lips, his gaze now travelling down to my lips. At this point I couldn't protest; I wanted him. Just as our lips were about to meet, the microwaved beeped, startling both of us. "Shit", I murmured under my breathe.  He handed me a bowl as I poured the popcorn into the bowl, and I could tell me was just as frustrated as I was. I felt that if I met his eyes once again that I would just want to violently kiss him, but this was all happening too soon. I wasn't suppose to be wanting Harry, or having thoughts like these. I shook it off as we walked back to the living room.

We watched the movie, with the bowl of popcorn seperating us. I kept trying to focus on the film, but from the corner of my eye, I felt Harry's stare. "Fuck this", I said as I quickly put the bowl of popcorn on the coffee table and moved over to wear Harry was sitting. I straddled my legs over him as I began furiously kissing him and tangling my fingers in his hair. He moaned slightly as I bit down on his lip, and he suddenly pulled away making his way to my neck. He sucked softly on my neck as I threw my head back. My hands were still tangled in his hair as I looked down at him, our eyes meeting for a split second. "Do you know how badly I've wanted to do this?", he said chuckling revealing his dimples. I began kissing down his sharp jawline and down to his neck when suddenly the door creaked open. Shit, Anne was home. I quickly jumped off of Harry to the opposite side of the couch where I was sitting earlier. Gladly Anne didn't suspect a thing as she greeted us. "Good afternoon lovelies! I was just running some errands, sorry I didn't call anyone, not that either of you were worried", said Anne.

After greeting us, she walked into the kitchen. My heart was still beating incredibly fast as I turned and looked at Harry. He smirked at me, as he let out a loud sigh. "Hm, well that was lovely", he said chuckling.

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Since Anne was home for the rest of the night, the events that occured earlier couldn't happen again. I don't even know how they happened. It was all so sudden. I felt that if I was near him, I would want to just kiss him just like I did earlier. His lips felt so god damn good against mine and I smirked to myself as I sat on my bed scrolling through Tumblr. I was startled as the door suddenly opened and in walked Harry.

"Oh hey", he said smirking at me.

"Hi", I said smiling at him.

"About earlier, it was nothing right? Just us fooling around right?", he said.

My heart dropped. I really like Harry, and I feel something when I kiss him; whether its a small peck or an intense kiss. I thought it was something, but I guess to him it was just another hook up. I nodded at him, before continuing my gaze back to my computer screen. He could tell I was slightly upset since my expression immediately changed.

"What's wrong?", he asked walking over to me.

"Nothing don't worry", I said forcing a fake smile.