Everything I Didn't Say • on hold

5

"And the winner for Prom King is Jacob Beckham!" I stared at Daniel. How? What? When? I am so confused right now. Someone nudged me and I was out of my reverie.

I looked at Jacob who was approaching me and was confused. Why is he-? oh, wait. I was holding the crown that he won. I hugged my best friend and I could really hear squeals coming from our classmates. Yes, they ship me and Jacob so hard.

After I gave him his crown, Jacob was asked to do a little speech.

"I used to think that this thing was just a crown and a sash for bragging rights. I mean, that's what I told my best friend.-" with the mention of best friend all eyes were on me as they squealed for one more time.

Jacob smiled and continued, "I told her that I didn't care if I won or not. And I still don't but the fact that I did made me realize something. This isn't just for bragging rights, it's for boosting your self confidence. So, I would like to share my crown to all the guys in here who are too shy to talk to anyone, guys who have been bullied because they're "nerds" or "gay", guys who just plainly don't believe in their selves. This one's for you. Thank you." I never thought Jacob had it in him. He was the carefree one. I was surprised with what he said. It was really moving. He just earned points for being this down to earth.

"Jace, I'm extremely proud of you. I didn't except you'd win! I promise, I didn't rig it. I swear." He just laughed and hugged me. It was true, I was beyond proud of my best friend for what he said. Somehow, it made a difference.

Congratulations were thrown at Jace. He wasn't cocky about it unlike other people who won. Jacob excused himself as he was called by the principal. Wonder what they would talk about.

"Hey, can we talk?" I turned around and saw Daniel. Yes, I've been meaning to talk to him. So many questions linger my mind and I want answers but I'm not sure how or what to tell him. So, I just nodded and we proceeded to where there's less noise and people.

"What I said earlier was true. I've liked you for a long time, Hailey. You all know I don't do the girlfriend thing because I never had the guts to ask a girl out. Funny, I'm the most popular jock in school yet yes, I don't know how to ask a girl on a date. But then I found a way to do so, I thought prom was a great way to express what I really felt. I wanted it to be a mystery and it's a good thing because it's a masquerade ball. So, I gathered up all my courage and danced with you and told you how I really felt. I hope I didn't scare you or anything. Please, say something." I could tell he was uneasy with my silence but I'm still in a state of shock. I don't know how to process this.

"But the CD you gave me. It all makes sense now." I muttered unconsciously.

"What CD are you talking about? I never gave someone one. But I have to admit, it's a pretty clever move." Wait what? It's not him? But how? It all makes perfect sense. Daniel being shy and all that.

"I have received a CD a week ago with at least 10 voice messages in the folder, Everything I didn't say. The sender even sang songs in those messages. But I don't understand. Are you sure you didn't give me that?" He just shook his head but I could tell there was a confusing thought on his mind. If it's not him. Who did?

"I'll talk to you tomorrow, Daniel. I have to be somewhere right now. I'm sorry." I stood up and looked for Jacob because he was my ride home. I was really determined to know who it was. I thought I was close but no, I'm back to phase 1 again.

As I spotted Jacob, I immediately told him to take me home because I wasn't feeling well. It was a big fat lie. I was okay, just confused and of course, I don't want Jacob to go into protective mode just because of a thing this petty. He was hesitant in asking questions but he just shrugged and took me home. Technically, I wasn't allowed to leave yet because I was the student council president but I had talked to the teacher in charge that I had an emergency. Luckily, she bought it.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Jacob had asked me the same question on the ride home.

"Yes, I am. I have to go. I'll call you, tomorrow. Bye Jace. Thank you." I kissed his cheek and ran inside.

Upon arriving home, I noticed it was quiet. I guess mom is already asleep. I went upstairs as silently as I could and opened my laptop. I proceeded to the folder and looked over to the messages and noticed there was no fourth message. What?

Then I heard my phone beep. I had a voice mail form some unknown number. I felt like one of liars in pretty little liars receiving a call from A.

With much hesitance, I opened the voice mail.

Hailey,

You never fail to amaze me. The auditorium never looked beautiful with what you did but to me, you're the most beautiful.

I saw you dancing with Daniel and I felt a pang of jealousy, wishing it was me you were dancing with and not him but I couldn't bring myself to come face to face to you because I was afraid of rejection. Then you were called up on stage to award your best friend and another wave of jealousy washed over me. You and Jacob looked like a picture perfect couple. And I wish it was you and I instead of you and him.

And just as I was about to ask you for a dance, Daniel pulled you out of the dancefloor to God knows somewhere.

I had lost all hope in asking you for a dance because of the shyness that overcame me. But I know I still have the chance in winning you over.

I still have this weapon that I'm using right now. So Hailey, this song is for you. I hope you know, I mean every word of this song.

Please don't see
just a boy caught up in dreams and fantasies
Please see me
reaching out for someone I can't see

Take my hand, let's see where we wake up tomorrow
Best laid plans sometimes are just a one night stand
I'll be damned, cupid's demanding back his arrow
So, let's get drunk on our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run, searching for meaning
But aren't we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

Who are we?
just a speck of dust within the galaxy
Woe is me,
if we're not careful turns into reality

But don't you dare, let our best memories bring you sorrow
Yesterday, I saw a lion kiss a deer
Turn the page, maybe we'll find a brand new ending
And now we're dancing in our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run, searching for meaning
But aren't we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

and I thought I saw you out there crying
and I thought I heard you call my name
and I thought I heard you out there crying
But just the same

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run, searching for meaning
But aren't we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

and I thought I saw you out there crying
and I thought I heard you call my name
and I thought I heard you out there crying
But aren't we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?
Are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

I found what I was looking for in you, Hailey. But now isn't the time to know me just yet.

I hope you understand.

You mean much more to me than what you think.

Hailey, I think I'm falling for you.

First of all, how did this fit in a voice mail? Secondly, what is he saying? I can't even process things right now after that confession.

Was he really sure of what he just said?

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you will find out who the mystery man sooner than what you think!!! ;))) and such a disappointment it isn't Daniel though :(

Song: Lost Stars - Adam Levine