people always have a different reason to do it. it just takes the pain away from everything else in your mind. those people you say do it for attention are praying and crying everyday to be noticed that they are broken and needs to feel that they are important to someone. those people who to it for stress, are put into that shape by there parents who believe that society is more important than anything in this world and if you fuck up and society finds out,you ruined everything. those people who do it just because they like the scars, feel as if it makes them stronger. its kinda like your memories. See my family, believes only in society and what people will think. benig there kid doesnt matter. its the name you have later on in life that matters. If i fail, they will probably not let it go anytime in my life and kick me out. i would love it. to be free from the box ive lived in my whole life and fucking run but nope. its not possible. thatswhy i started. and after that, never fucking stopped. i can still be there prefect child whos does her homework, cleans, listens, and stops talking all the time. everything works out for the boths of us. whoever is out there living the same life as me...... i hope i can met you and go through this together. its nice to know someone who goes through the same thing and are able to talk to someone who understands...its cruel world out there.
