the mind of me

A Lovely Mess

I lived my years
Truly believing love didn't exist
It would hurt me
It would break me down even further

I didn't want it

I spent too much time
Trying to find myself in someone else's bed
I tried to love
Anyone who thought I was beautiful

It wasn't real

I gave the time of day to anyone who gave me a second look
You think I'm funny?
You should see what else I can do
Get to know me, waste my time

I got hurt, I gave up

I believed I could conquer the world by myself
I would never get hurt
I would never need anyone to save me
I am my own hero

And then you happened

You bring a sense of light into my life
You bring humor
You bring spontaneity
You bring a love I've never felt I deserved

We are the perfect balance

I am dark
You are light
I am messy
You are neat
I am a Friday night
You are a Sunday morning
I am an iced over heart
You are a warm embrace

Thank you so much