Just some food for thought:
You get what you give. If you pollute the world with negative energy you will get negative energy back.
I wont preach today tho so on with the chapter.
Bella
I thought that things like this get better with time
But I still need you, why is that?
You're the only image in my mind
So I still see you... aroundI miss you like everyday
Wanna be with you, but you're away
Said I miss you, missing you insane
But if I got with you, could it feel the same?
Beyonce played from my speaker as I laid in Travis's bed curled up in a ball wearing one of his shirts. I was an emotional wreck. August had dropped me off hours ago to get some rest but my mind was too busy to think. The sun was coming up and I was wide awake.
"It don't matter who you are. It is so simple, a feelin but it's everything. No matter who you love. It is so simple, a feeling but it's everything" I sang every word from the bottom of my heart praying that some how Travis would hear me crying out to him.
"DAMNIT TRAVEL!!!!" I screamed out loud breaking down more.
My music was cut off by an incoming call. Not even looking at the phone I angrily answered the phone while sniffling.
"I don't wanna talk." I hiccuped out.
"Bells? You aright baby girl? I was calling to check on you."
I rolled my eyes at Jay's voice. I didn't mind him calling I just really wasn't in the mood.
"I'm fine just don't feel like talking right now."
"You been crying?"
"No I just-" Be fore I could finish I had another call coming in from Yoyo.
No even thinking twice I hurriedly clicked over forgetting all about Jay. Silently hoping he'd just hang up.
"Bella?"
"Yes I'm here."
"Stop crying and get yo ass to this hospital to see yo man. He's up." She screamed into the phone.
"Omg omg I'm on my way. Wait no I'm not August dropped me off and my car is up there." I started to cry again.
"Stop crying Bella please. I haven't talked to August since y'all left the hospital."
"He never came back?"
"No and his ass not answering. Got me worried. Travis is asking about y'all."
"Omg my baby woke up looking for me and I'm not there plus I look like shit. Oh god he's gonna leave me. I gotta do my hair and make up and-"
"Bella please. Shower, brush yo teeth, throw something on so you can see this man." I could tell she was rolling her eyes without even seeing her.
"Fine. Fine."
"I'll come get you." I nodded as if she could see.
"Ok I'll be ready in five."
We exchanged goodbyes and Jay was still on my phone.
This nigga hold skills on 100
"Hello?"
"Damn. Da hell you was doing?" He chuckled.
"Let me call you back."
I hung up the phone tossing it as I ran around the house like a mad woman trying to get myself together.
