Queen Pin

Unfinished Love

 

Making it home was like a huge relief to me. Walking up to the door, I felt around for my keys but was quickly becoming frustrated because I couldn't find them. Alex came up behind me with my purse and handed it to me. I exhaled a breath I didn't know I was holding and began to search for the keys in my purse. I found them and unlocked the door hurrying to my room.

"Aye sis", I heard Alex yell as I was making my way to the room.

"Yes?"

"Just relax. The shit is over with. I know that was a part of you that you haven't used in a long time but, maybe it was for the best."

I caught what he was trying to say. Even though the bitch asked for it; I knew I was taking my frustrations from missing Princess out on her. I was still feeling pretty tense so I just went and cut on the shower. Setting the water to it's hottest temperature, I stripped naked and got in. I huddled myself in a corner and began washing my body. I was thinking with the water soaking me from head to toe. My anger was getting the best of me lately and it was starting to cause me trouble. It seemed as if I couldn't control it and I didn't know how. I know going to see somebody is probably what's best because there's a monster inside of me eager to break free. But something in my gut was telling me to hold off on this because I was going to need that raging beast sooner or later. I got out of the shower feeling a little bit more relaxed than earlier

. I went and put on a spaghetti strapped shirt and some cotton shorts then made my way downstairs. I heard laughter coming from the kitchen and living room. Alex and Jazz were sitting and laughing talking about something but when I came into view, the talking stopped.

"Damn did I interrupt something?" Both of them just sat and stared at me as if I was speaking some foreign language. "Yo seriously what is it with the blank stares?"

"Uhm", Jazz cleared her throat, "We were actually laughing at the fight that happened earlier."

"Damn is that all? I thought you two fuckers was in here talking about illuminati shit the way y'all got quiet when I walked in. There was a fight and y' all witnessed it, what's with the secrets?"

"Nothing. We just didn't know how you would feel about us laughing at the whole situation cause you was pretty pissedoff earlier."

"Man I'm fine. I beat ha ass and that's all that matters. Besides the fact that I know I'm going to be sore in the morning, I'm good.

"Well that's good cause you beat that ass", Jazz yelled jumping up dancing.

I couldn't help but to laugh at her silliness and the fact that I know I smashed that bitch. She asked and she received  so I was good on that note.

"Anywho, before we was interrupted by venereal disease, I was trying to tell you that there was a costume party going on tonight and I wanted you to go with me."

"Jazz you know I don't do parties, especially if I'm not the one throwing them. But I haven't been out in awhile so I guess I'll go. Alex you mind driving us to the party tonight? I'm really not in the mood to be driving anywhere. I'll pay you triple."

"I mean I was gone drive y'all anyway cause I was invited to but okay."

"Hell nah muthafucka! You knew you was going before I offered that. Why didn't you say something even though I'm still gone pay ya ugly ass?"

"Cause you was just yapping off at the mouth and I want that money so it is what it is blood."

"Aye, I done told you about that blood shit. I don't gang bang . . . anymore. I left that life alone a long time ago blood", I replied mockingly. "Where's London?"