Queen Pin

Reminiscing... Princess

I sat on the floor of my living room watching the rain slide down my window. My thoughts consumed me as I smoked my blunt and let the tears roll down my face. Today is the day that my baby would've been 6. She was taken away from me two years ago and I'll never forget that day. Who would? That little girl was my life and some bastards took her from me.

"Okay Princess, you have to go inside the school now. Mommy has to go to work and I can't go if you keep me here."

Princess looked up at me with with sad puppy dog eyes, "Can I just go with you Mommy?"

Maybe I should take her with me. No, I can't. Its too dangerous.

"No Princess, now go. I'm running late.

"Okay," she said poking out her bottom lip. She grabbed my neck and hugged it with her little arms and clinging on with a death grip.

"Why you hugging me so tight baby", I asked looking at her.

"I love you Mommy."

"I love you too Princess. Now go make mommy proud, okay?"

"Okay mommy". She kissed my cheek, looked at me one last time, and ran off into the building.

~*~

"Where is this nigga at b? I'm tired of waiting?"

"I don't know Snootie, I'm tired of waiting too. Its almost time for me to go pick up Princess. I need to do something with my baby girl. Maybe take a trip or something. She's been wanting to go to the beach for a while now. Maybe we'll go to the Bahamas or Cali."

Snootie smiled and then her phone started ringing.

"Hello." Her face went from a smile and contorted into anger and rage.

~*~

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN SHE DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL?"

"Snootie what's going on?"

"This bitch ass teacher saying Princess didn't come to school today."

I walked over and snatched the phone from Snootie. "This is Princess's mother. What do you mean she didn't come to school, I dropped her off this morning."

"Well Ms.Santiago I need you to come up here. If you're saying you dropped her off and she wasn't in class, something may be wrong."

I felt the phone dropping out of my hands and I started hyperventilating. The only thing I could think about was my baby. Where was she? Did they make a mistake? I just wanted to know she was safe. I saw Snootie's mouth moving on the phone but I couldn't make out the words she was saying. Somebody started pulling me up and I noticed it was Bullet, the man I was supposed to be meeting to make this drop.

"Come on Queen, you got to stay strong. You can't fold. Princess needs you right now. Go see what's going on. I'll make sure you get yo drugs, okay?"

I just shook my head unable to speak. I know it seems weird that I'm tripping out about that phone call. But with the business I'm in, I didn't know what to expect. I didn't have any enemies. Where could my baby be?

~*~

I walked into the school at a fast pace. If my baby didn't get found, everybody in this bitch was gone die. Making my way inside the principal's office, I saw Princess's teacher crying in a chair.

"Mrs.Moore, where's Princess", I asked in a calm but deadly manner.

"Ms.Santiago I'm going to need you to step into my office."

"Mr.Moore just tell me you've found my baby. That's all I want to hear."

He gave me a pleading look. I let out a frustrated sigh and followed him into his office. He sat me down in front of his computer screen and pressed play. I was not prepared for what I saw next.

The video showed the classroom my baby was in. All the kids were sleep, even the fucking TEACHER. What the fuck? Then a figure entered the room dressed in all black. They looked around and spotted the teacher sleep and walked over to her. Then they removed something from their pocket and stuck it in Mrs.Moore's arm. The figure then moved back towards the kids and started looking at them. I recognized Princess's Little Mermaid blanket. The figure walked over and picked her up then carried her out of the classroom. My heart rate increased as the camera switched to the hallway. The person carried her out the front of the building to the car. That person looked oddly familiar. But what threw me off was the ponytail that they had and a tattoo across their lower back. This was a bitch!!

I got up and slammed the principal's door wide open. Everyone in the office looked at me like I was crazy but shit, I was. I'd just witnessed my daughter, the only thing I live for, being taken from school. I was slowly losing it but I knew my target. I searched and saw her still sitting in the chair crying. Why the fuck was she crying? She didn't have her daughter kidnapped today, I DID!!!

"YOU BITCH!!"

I lunged at her abd began punching this bitch every and anywhere my hands could land on her. She reached up, grabbed my hair, and slapped me. I saw red from that point on. I began choking her as she struggled to get oxygen in her lungs.

"First my daughter gets kidnapped because you were sleeping and now you have the fucking audacity to slap me bitch? I should end yo bitch ass right fucking now." Tears started to fall from her eyes as fear filled them. "If I don't find my fucking baby", I spoke in a cold, non emotional voice, "I will come back in this bitch and fuck you off personally. You got that?"

Her eyes were rolling in the back of her head so I released her. She gasped and coughed for air. I walked in the other office, grabbed my purse, and walked back out. I had to pass her abd the sight of her laying on the floor angered me. I stood over her body and put my 6 inch Jimmy Choo and putting it on her chest pressing down.

"And that wasn't a threat bitch, that was a guarantee."

We searched for weeks and weeks and came up with nothing. A month later, the detective working on the case called me to identify a body. Hardest fucking thing ever. Looking at my child's lifeless body broke me to my core. They said she'd been beaten and left for dead. And watching her being buried was like somebody shot me in the heart. Who would do this to a 4 year old. I'll always remember Snootie's words the day of her funeral.

"We gone get whoever the fuck did this shit Queen, I promise. I'll search this whole fucking earth if I have to. Somebody gone party for this shit."

And till this day, I'm sitting on those words. You damn right they will. Its about to be slow singing and flower bringing cause now I'm out for blood. Queen is back and I'm ready to wreck havoc on any nigga or bitch that had a hand in my baby's murder.

Once I dead the head, the body will instantly fall.