Warning: This chapter is a bit sexual. So if you don't like that kind of stuff, you can go head and read the first paragraph and skip to the last. Other than that they're is not much going on in this chapter.
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Maysee's POV
What the fuck did I just say? I feel my heart skip a couple beats. Even though I'm barely clothed and the air conditioner is on I feel myself sweating. I don't know why I even said that. I mean its true, but I wasn't going to tell him for a while. Maybe it was the spark of the moment. I couldn't concentrate as Harry sucked on my skin. All the pleasure made me blurt out the one thing I wanted to be a secret. I don't turn around to see Harrys reaction.
"Wait what did you say?"Harry asks. I can tell by his voice he didn't expect those words to come out of my mouth, but honestly I didn't either.
"Um actually you know what, for about it. Forget what I just said."I mumble.
Harry stops what he's doing and pulls me into his lap as he sits down on my bed. Because of my lack of clothing, I feel exposed. His hands are tight around my waist and sit on my thigh. I don't dare move or say anything though.
"Do you mean it?"Harry asks. I hesitate before answering. There's no doubt that I loved Harry, but was I fully ready to admit to it. I guess since I already blurted it out, I should just own up to it.
"I did."I whisper. He stays silent and I'm scared that he doesn't love me anymore. The silence kills me as I turn my head to look at Harry. His face is still but when I met his eyes her breaks out into a smile.
"That's great! I-I love you too!"he explains plopping his lips on mine. The kiss turns rough fast and before I know it, he has me under him. He starts sucking my skin again, but lower. He starts at my ear but kisses all the way to my collar bone. He goes back to my lips and kisses me roughly. He pulls away and locks stares with me. His eyes have turned a brighter color of green, and his smile brings out his adorable dimples. He kisses me once more and I can feel the lust in it. There's also passion and a fiery love, but there is definitely lust. I grab the ends of his shirt and raise it up. Harry pulls back for a sec to pull the shirt over his head. Soon enough he goes back to kissing me.
I'm nervous because I can already tell what this is leading to. The question though is if I'm ready. I've always imagined my first time to be when I'm married. But here I am under the boy who I have been only been dating for about a month again.
Even though, I wouldn't have it any other way. If I'm being honest, I really do want my first time to be with Harry. I know he loves me so why not.
I begin to fumble with his belt buckle and Harry chuckles.
"Anxious aren't we?"he smirks. I shoot him a glare before placing my hand on his back and forcing him closer to my face.
"Just shut up and kiss me!"I yell.
"Anything for you, my love."he jokes before kissing me again.
I finally successfully undo his belt buckle and pull his pants down his legs. He helps me take them off his feet and throws it across the room.
I take his boxer band and rub it between my fingers teasing him.
He seems to notice and whines.
"Maysee, I want you now."he states.
"Who's the anxious one now."I joke.
He is about to pull my bra strap down my shoulder when he stops.
"Are you sure?"he asks one last time before taking anyway the one thing that I have always wanted to keep.
"Yeah, I'm sure."I gulp.
He smiles and kisses my nose before pulling both of my straps down. I arch my back up so that he can unclip my bra strap. He pulls it off easily and I can't help but notice. This may be my first time but he is plenty experienced. I can't help but feel a little jealous.
He throws my bra onto the floor and I become aware of my naked chest. I cross my arms across my chest and Harry laughs.
"Don't be shy beautiful."he convinces. He pulls my arms down and I feel his eyes boring into my chest.
He smiles at me before making a line of kisses between the valley of my breast.
I grab the waistband of his boxers and pull down. Soon enough his pants are at his ankles but I'm to scared to look.
"You can look."he laughs. I pry my eyes open and look down.
One word: woah
He grabs my knickers and pulls them down my legs till he flings them across the room.
He stops what's he's doing and pulls out his wallet from the nightstand. He pulls out a white package. I already know what it is, but it still surprises me.
He tears open the package with his teeth and hands it to me.
"You can do the honors princess."he smiles.
"Um ok."I mutter. I'm not sure what to do as he sits up and waits. He must seem to notice I'm completely lost because he laughs.
"You're so innocent."he states.
"I like that."he smirks before grabbing the condom from my grasp.
"All you have to do is put this on the tip."he instructs. I nod slowly and do as he says. It feels weird but I end up placing it on it.
He smiles before hovering over me.
"This might hurt at first, but I promise it gets better."he comforts.
I don't know what he means, so I'm a bit scared.
He lowers himself into me and puts his length in. I yelp in pain as he gets deeper. The tears flow out of my eyes as I squeeze them shut.
"It's alright baby."he soothes lathering my neck with small kisses.
"You're so tight."he mutters.
I grab the bedsheets and pull then hard as the sharp pain hits me again. Slowly he begins to thrust in and out. Just like he says the pain does down and I feel a bit of pleasure.
I let out a small moan and Harry kisses my lips.
"Does that feel good babe?"he asks.
Since my eyes are still closed I can't see him, but I know he is smirking.
I don't bother to say anything but instead just nod.
A tiny feeling in my stomach starts happening and I moan again.
"H-Harry"I moan.
"You're doing so well."he says.
"I think I'm gonna cum."he states.
The feeling in my stomach erupts and I let out a scream.
Harry gently pulls himself out of me and lays beside me. I open my eyes and see him pull the condom off and put it back into the wrapper before throwing it into the rubbish bin.
"That was amazing."he says.
"Really?"I say in between my shaky breathes.
"Yeah, no one has ever made me cum that fast."he remarks.
I smile knowing that little fact.
"So I did a good job?"I ask.
"Literally the best."he assures.
He pulls me into his chest and pulls the blanket over our naked bodies.
"I love you Maysee."he says before turning the lamp off. My heart skips a beat when I hear those words.
"I love you too Harry."I say.
For the first time in my life I actually mean it.
A/N
This chapter was to weird to write. I'm sorry if I didn't get the sexual stuff right. I jut wrote what I know based on reading other fanfics. I hope you guys liked this.
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