The New Boy||Jc Caylen

Chapter 8

•Gabrielle's POV•

I wake up to an empty bed,where's Jc? I get up and realize that he's in the bathroom,looking down to the sink in the position of his forearms on each side of the sink,he's crying?
"Jc?" I say he immediately turns around and grabs my wrist with the look of anger and frustration in his eyes,that makes me feel worried
"Why?" He says with a sad voice
"W-why what?"I say acting like I don't know what he's talking about but I know exactly what he talking about
"Don't play stupid with me. Why did you do this?" He says caressing my cuts and scars
"I-I" I stutter not knowing what to say
"Was it cause of me?"he asks
I become silent and look to floor
"Gabrielle?"he asks sternly
"It was being bullied at school,and-"
"Answer my question,was it cause of me?"
"Yes"
"Gab-I I'm sorry" he says pulling me into a hug, I feel safe and loving
"Jc I-"
"Gabrielle I'm sorry,it was Sara she told me about those guys and I got jealous I thought you were different"he says cutting me off,like bitch let me finish my sentence
"Guys? What guys?!"I say pulling away from the hug
"The ones you slept with and they payed you money,basically selling yourself" he explained
"I've never had sex before well I-I don't know how to tell you this" I bit on my bottom lip nervously
"So you're a virgin?"he questioned confused
"In a way,I was raped by my mothers ex boyfriend" I said trying to hold back the tears but failed,once one fell they all did,I was scared that night. He sexually harassed me and threaten me if I ever told,then he raped me.
"Shhhh,it's okay"Jc said pulling me into a hug,stroking my hair trying to comfort me
"I told Sara because I trusted her but then we got into an argument so she twisted the story and used it against me calling me a whore I thought that with you here now that I could start fresh but I guess not"I sobbed
"I'm sorry,if only I knew"
"You believed her and didn't even come and ask me"
"I was mad,I thought you were amazing and gorgeous then when I found this out I got upset and saw you differently"
Wait did he just call me gorgeous? Did he like me or does he? I doubt it Sara probably twisted him and made him stop the feelings for me before the got strong or before they ever existed
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After explaining the whole situation about Sara and him keeping on apologizing,we decided to just watch a movie.
In the middle of the movie my phone went off,causing me and Jc head turn it read Jack.
Jack Gilinsky yes from Jack&Jack was my best friend I've known him my whole life,we recently lost connection when he went on tour with Johnson,I felt alone at times but I had Jocelyn.
From Jack❤️
Hey G! How you been I miss you baby girl :(
I saw from the corner of my eye Jc stiffened and rolled his eyes,um okay?
It was normal for Jack to call me pet names I mean we are best friends I decided to text him back.
To Jack❤️
Hey bubba! I miss ya too,I'm ok :/
I send the message and I heard a scoff hm I wonder who that was from,note the sarcasm.
"Yes?" I asked oblivious,pretending to not know why he scoffed
"What hm? Nothing,nothing"
"He's just a friend,I've known him my whole life,is someone jealous?"I teased
"No,why would I be jealous?"he snapped,well damn *carters voice haha I'm lame
"I was joking Jesus" I said getting up deciding that I should go to Jocelyn's house
"We you going?"he asked with a little sadness and worry in his voice
"I was just thinking that I should probably head to Jocelyn's I've been too much of a bother here"
"What no stay a little longer"he pleaded
"Jc I think-"
"Please can we just start over and be friends? Just hang out can't you tell Jocelyn you'll see her later?"
"Uh I don't know"I bit my lip
"Please" he stood up and kissed my cheek
"I guess,but can you please not check my phone and scoff when my bff texts me?" I joked
"No promises,he's a guy and guys can be sneaky"
"Like you?"
"What?"he dragged out and pretending to be hurt
I laughed and we laid back on his bed and cuddled
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From Jack❤️
Thinking bout visiting you soon😏 need to go do something with my bff!
I smiled at his text it was 9:30 and Jc knocked out on my stomach why are we acting like a couple?
I didn't mind I liked it,but I was started to feel sleep trying to take me over so I decided to text Jack back before I passed out
To Jack❤️
Ewie I don't want to see yo ugly face,jk love ya please come I need to tackle you down with a bear hug!
I sent the message and soon enough sleep took me over and I passed out with a baby sleeping on my head.
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Dedicated to -adidaslouis bc she loves this book,I hope😂 and rn I just want her to know I love her☹❤️