The New Boy||Jc Caylen

Chapter 5

•Gabrielle's POV•
I ran from the park back home, I can't believe I just told him.
I went back inside my house and ran to my room.
I shut the door and slid my back against the door til I was sitting on the floor, I sat there,crying,just remembering all the times my mom would hit me and how my dad left us,my dad...I haven't seen him or even talked to him in years.
I didn't know what do I felt all alone "should I call him or?"
That thought ran through my mind, I don't think he'd want to talk to me..I don't know maybe I should?
I grabbed my phone and dialed his number
*ring ring*
I was nervous,I chewed on my finger nails,all you could her was the dial tone until finally-
"Hello Mr.Gonzalez speaking"
"Dad?" My voice cracked from the tears I was holding in
"Gabby?"
"Hi" I say smiling into the phone
"Mija,Gabby are you okay?"
I begin to cry,tears of joy from hearing his voice again
"Hi dad I miss you"
"Gabby I miss you too,are you okay where are you?"he says sounding a little worried
"I'm fine it's just, I haven't talked to you in so long"
"I'm glad you called"he says,I could feel that he was smiling
"Where are you?" He questions
"I'm home"
"And your mother?"
"With her boyfriend"
"Oh Gabby, I'm coming to get you right now" he tells me which makes me happy
"Okay" I say with a huge smile on my face
"Okay bye I love you see you soon"
"I love you too"
He hangs up and I get ready.
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I get ready and then wait, I can't wait to see him but at the same time I'm scared. I mean he left us and didn't even say goodbye he just left.
My mom blamed me for him leaving,she had her drinking problem when he was here but when he left it got worse she would cuss at me and through empty bottles of alcohol and aim for me screaming
"He left because of you! He never wanted you!"
*Flashback 5 years old*
"See you see why he left cause you're just useless you can't do anything you just ruin things! Now I have to clean up after you!"
"I'm sorry mommy"
"Sorry? Ah sorry! NO VETE DE AQUÍ"
"I said sorry!" I run to my room
"Come back here you little brat!" She then throws a bottle trying to hit me
"This is why he left! He never wanted you you were just a mistake!"
"He left because of you! He never wanted you!"
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And those were the words that stuck with me, I was 5 and now I'm 17 I've been through this my whole life,imperfection and suicidal thoughts.
*ding* the door bell went off
I quickly ran to the door and there stood my dad, I quickly ran into his arms sobbing into his shoulders not wanting to let go. I looked over my dads shoulder and saw Sara and Jc looking at us,but I'd didn't care I just wanted to hug my dad, I missed him.
•Jc POV•
I saw Gabrielle with some older looking dude hugging who is he?
"Hey Sara whose that?"
"Oh my gosh,that's Gabrielle's dad,she hasn't seen him since she was 3"
"Whoa" was all I could say I can't really imagine growing up without a dad,yeah my parents are divorced but I still saw my dad.
"She must be happy"
"Why did he leave?" I asked
"U-uh well, when we were friends she told me that it was because he never wanted her,and she was a mistake" she said sounding sorry
"But she is a mistake so who cares" she continued grabbing my hand and we continued walking
Gabrielle has been abused,well still is being abused, grew up with no dad, and she sleeps around hm interesting.
Don't be surprised if the word gets out even more.
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•Gabrielle's POV•
My dad is finally here, ever since he left all I've seen were pictures but now I see the real him.
We were at an ice-cream shop. I got cookie dough because that's my favorite duh,and he got cookies and cream,which I also love. (True fact about me)
"Why did you leave?" I brought up as we sat down at a table
He sighs "Gabrielle I left because-"
"You didn't want me,I was a mistake" I cut him off
"What no,who told you that?"he said with confusion
"My mom"
"I left because of your mother, we argued a lot because of her habits,she cheated, her drinking problem got worse, I wanted to take you but she got custody of you some how, I think the judge was on drugs"he said making me laugh a little at the last part
"Why didn't you come back or call?"
"I wrote letters,dozens and dozens of letters,I did some time in jail so I wrote to you everyday hoping that you would respond but you never did"
"I didn't get any letters" I said in disbelief that he wrote
"Figured,your mother probably took them"
"Probably" I sighed
"I'm sorry dad"
"No I'm sorry,it's all my fault"
I got out of my seat and hugged my dad
"I should've been there Gabby"
"Well you're here now" I said hugging him tighter