LIFE

chapter 10

Hours later

Dre was on the phone talking to Ava while cam and I had a Arm wrestled.

(Ava in media)

He came back in the room with smile on his face.

he sat down and said "guess what?"

"what?" I asked as I let cam win the match.

"Well you know I haven't really been talking to Ava lately but she's been blowing my shit up.. so i finally answered and turns out, she wasnt pregnant"

"how?" I asked shocked

"She took a home pregnancy test and within these past weeks she said she was crying so she never had to time to go to the actual doc until today. Her stress level was high so that affected the pregnancy test. that's also why she missed her period" he said sighing.

"I know your ass happy"

"Hell yea! I'm not trying to have no more kids"

"well atleast she would've been able to give you a blessing"

"how? I'm not trying wife her. shit I never even introduced her to cam"

I chuckled a little "well atleast I can say I think of cammy as if he was my kid, you know since I can't have any" I said thinking about the decision I've regretted over the years.

"wait huh?" he said confused

"well you know since I had that abortion with Rodney.. they Doctor said the people didn't something wrong to my uterus and I more thank likely can't have any" I said looking down.

"Damnn you didn't tell me that" Dre said softly

"I know. but it's whatever I guess.. that's why I'm happy I have cammy" I said hugging cam and giving him kisses all over is face as he laughed.

"would you like to be his godmother?" he asked seriously

"boy quit playing" I said smiling

"I'm serious.. it's not like he has any"

I thought about it for a while. I love cammy as if we shared the same blood that's running through our veins.

"Sure" I said with the biggest smile.

"she's my god mommy?" cam asked

"Yea little man"

he started jumping on the couch excitingly and we laughed. He's so cute!

We heard a knock on the door.

"that must be shay" he said sighing.

"Go put your shoes on cam" I told him and he took off running to his room.

I heard Dre and shay talking before cam came back with his shoes on.

"Give me love" I said holding my arms out

he ran into them and I gave him a long hug.

I eventually let go and he ran to his mom.

"mommy guess what!"

"what?"she said

I was flipping through the channels when I heard

"hazzy is my godmommy!" he said all cheesy

hazzy is a nickname he sometimes calls me.

"what?" shay yelled at Dre

"what? she can't have fucking kids atleast she can have cam as a god child"