Froot Loops @ Midnight

...

I had wanted to show you my thoughts.
But now, stolen, you crept into their
Uninhabited spaces, feeding not the lies
I tell but causing feelings of disgust in
The few areas I had become comfortable,
Confident, something that should be
Bottled in it's rarity.

When I left you felt betrayed, lost in a
World where I was lighting your way
Unkowingly, niave like a child eager
To be followed instead of following.
I had been careless, blinded by my
Innocent emotions, ignorant for ignoring
The signs I knew were no misunderstanding,
No mistake or something seen only in
the peripheral.

Now in hindsight, regret seeps its
Way into my veins and the mirror
Is a place I fear, for my ugly persona
Dances across the glass in a grotesque
Display that makes me cry, as it would
You if you knew the way words were
Destroying me.

Even then, would you claim it was still
Worth it? For those were words you
Loved.