The Journey Ahead Of Time.

Escape Your Depression.

I know this isn't what you wanted,

not what you intended.

You just wanted an escape,

got tired of the weight.

You carry a heavy burden,

it haunts you day by day.

And the day it came upon you

was the day you forever changed.

You tried giving hints,

but nothing seemed to work.

The only thing that happened

was you kept getting hurt.

People laugh and people joke

but none of them really know.

They don't know the nightmare

that you call life.

Don't know how hard it is

to avoid that pocket knife.

You hear a joke, another laugh.

And you cut deep, another gash.

And I pray to God that you see the light

before you accidently risk your own life.

author's note
sorry for how deep this poem is but i wanted to make a poem about something that i worry about on a daily basis and that is the well-being of my wonderful boyfriend.
-coulrophobia if you don't want this exposed to the world, I'll delete it but i just wanted you to know how i felt through a poem.
i love you a lot and i hope you'll be able to talk to me about anything soon.

d.e.s