VIXX:I Need Memory

Sealed with a Smile

I got stuck sitting beside Hyuk's bed since his parents asked me to stay and never leave on Hyuk's side for a moment and that everything will be okay and sooner Hyuk will remember me.Yoojin excused herself earlier,she had to go home and get me some descent clothes to wear...I didn't notice that I'm covered with Hyuk's blood till she point it out.

Hyuk just quietly staring at the ceiling in daze and I don't know what his thinking so deeply,he had this sad look in his eyes.I want to talk to him and explain myself but I can't.I feel like my tongue move backward because of the nervousness I'm feeling right now.

The Doctor and Hyuk's family along with his members was talking at the corner of the room discussing his condition.I could clearly hear Minjoon oppa said that his suspecting Hyuk is having a selective memory lost.

Earlier while the Doctor monitor his condition VIXX explained everything about the ring and Hyuk said he remember everything about it.He said he remember them talking about the ring in the Van,but he can't remember what happened after he get off from the Car,the next thing he remember is him giving me the ring....and that's the only memory he remember about me.And of course I know why Hyuk cant remember me as his girlfriend,simply because I'm NOT his girlfriend.Now I felt sorry for her real girlfriend.

Sometimes VIXX and Hyuk's parents take pitiful glances on me and I felt so pressured and guilty everytime they do that.

"So you're my girlfriend."Hyuk suddenly mumbled.

"Eh??..uhhm...I'm sorry but-"

"You're wearing my ring right?"Hyuk asked without taking a glance on me but the ceiling.

"Yeah...but-"

"Then you're my girlfriend."Hyuk said as he turn to face me,and I started calling all the saints in heaven mentally to help me out in this situation I'm in.This can't be,this is too much to handle I need to tell him the truth before it gets more worsen.

I let out a deep sigh and looked him straight in the eyes."Look...listen to me.I think you got it all wrong-."I raised my hand and pulled out the ring off my finger."and this ring,I just take this ring because you asked me too and-"

"I know your upset and frustrated right now because I can't remember anything about you...about us,but the ring.I'm sorry that It's the only thing that connect us for now but I promise,I'll do my best to remember the reason why I decided to gave it to you.So please wait for me and stay by my side till I get all my memories back."He softly said in his calm voice before he raised his hand and take the ring off my hand and slid it back on my finger where it used to and looked me in the eyes."and I already gave it to you,that only makes you my one and only true love so please don't take this off again,okay?."Hyuk said with a smile....the same smile he gave me when I'm at the hardest part of my life and broken.

A tear spill out in my eyes hearing those words from him,those words that I didn't even imagine to hear it from the guy I've been watching from a far and just got contented loving him that way is now saying things about love and finding the reason of it.

It hurts that part of me is selfishly wishing-hoping...that if only I'm his real girlfriend like everyone wants to believe.....but I'm not and it's so wrong to let him believe that way.I'm just maybe....one of his crazy fan who stalk him secretly.

But how could I walk away and ignore him when he asked me to stay by his side.It maybe sounds delusional but I could feel by the way he looked at me that he really needs me.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath inhaling all the courage that I could take inside of me and be brave enough with this decision I have in my mind.This time with all courage I'll stay by his side...close to him and won't hide like I used too when I'm around with him...till he gets better.This will also be my way of thanking him tho he doesn't know or remember that moment when he help me heal my pain and move on from my broken heart.

I flinched when I notice Hyuk's hand wipes my tears away and tuck a strand of hair behind my ears,I got taken aback and just stared at him."Your eyes is so beautiful to be covered with tears...can I asked you a favor.?"

I sniffed trying to stop myself from getting emotional and I asked."what....what is it?"

"You worrying too much for me..,I felt bad for myself for making you cry till your eyes turns to red and puffy,it makes my heart hurts.but if it's not too much to ask,Can you please give me a smile?."Hyuk said while whimpering clutching his chest acting in pain and battling his eyes cutely.

I burst out a smile from the sight,his too cute to resist and somehow it makes my heart felt lighten with all the worries I'm feeling right now.

"Oh!....look at that!See!you're even more beautiful when your smiling like that."Hyuk chirped while pointing a finger on me.

"Liar."I jokingly said while playfully slap his finger away as I tried to hold back the smile that's trying to escape on my lips.

"It's true!I'm not lying!I'm-awww ouch ".Hyuk whimper for real when he tries to get up but failed when the pain on his head stop him.

I automatically assist and carefully help him laid back comfortably on his bed."Please don't exert to much force...you just wake up from the accident.Let your wounds heal down first."I said reminding him while carefully tucking him in his comforter before I take my seat and look at him.

I blinked for a second in confused when Hyuk look at me intently in a meaningful way."why....why are you looking at me like that?."I asked getting uncomfortable under his gaze.

"You looked familiar....I think I've meet you before."Hyuk said never left his eyes on me.

I felt weird by the way he said it.Like his being thoughtful saying it....Did he remember me now??...I mean that time when he played staring battle with me?.My heart starts racing and beat louder than the normal while locking eyes with him,hoping that he remember that day.

"Son,of course she looked familiar...you probably didn't remember it for now but the
doctor explained to us that you'll soon remember her.Right doc?."Hyuk's mom said asking the doctor who's now standing behind me.

"Of course ma'am,as long as his girlfriend will stay right by his side and help him to recover."Minjoon oppa said before he looked at me and smile.

I let out a faint smile at them."Of course..."I looked Hyuk in his eyes and continue."Of course I won't leave by his side."I said while smiling at him with assurance.

"Where so happy to hear that from you Na Rae,he really needs you by his side aside from us."Hyuk's father said and everyone nod their head agreeing the old man.

And I take a big gulp and plaster a force smile on my lips while hoping at the back of my mind that I can escape this situation peacefully after Hyuk's get better now that they put all their trust in me.