VIXX:I Need Memory

Meet you again this way

I took a deep breath as I slowly twist the doorknob open and peek between the open crack,checking the surrounding inside only to find my Bestfriend Yoojin sitting on my bed obviously waiting impatiently and raising an eyebrow at me while arms folded across her chest.I know the moment I enter inside our room I have to prepare my ears to hear her nagging.

I let out a faint smile in guilt while entering our room sheepishly.

"Let me guess where you go and did the whole day?."Yoojin started right after I take a step.

I froze on my feet and look her way with a shaky eye balls as my anxiety starts climbing inside me.

"Ehh..??what are you saying?ofcourse you know!didn't i told you already I went to the library to study for my test next week."I explained in between my awkward laugh getting nervous.

Yoojin made an error buzzed sound as she get off on my bed and start walking towards me and reach out a hand to get my bag that clings on my shoulder.I take a step backward but she gave me a death glare so I give in and let her have my bag with a pout.

I take a big gulp and look down knowing that I'm six feet buried under being in trouble as I hand off the bag of evidence.

I was nervously biting my finger nails as Yoojin zip down my pack bag to open.She snorted and look at me haughtily after seeing what's inside the bag.

"Library you say??I hope you knew today is Sunday and Library is closed,plus".Yoojin paused for a moment just to pull out my HD Camcorder."isn't instead of Camera and some fan goods paraphernalia I think your bag should be pack with notes.right??."Yoojin asked and I know I've got nothing to reason out now."You went to see Hyuk didn't you?I've checked VIXX's schedule on the Fan Cafe today when I notice you seemed so restless last night."

I bite my lip and look at her once again sheepishly."I really didn't mean to-"

"Yah!!"Yoojin yell and I flinched knowing she's in rage mood now."Until when are you going to stop this Na Rae??I'm starting to get scared and extremely worried on the things your doing now.Goodness you're turning into a crazy stalker don't you know that??"

"What do you mean by a stalker?!I don't even get close to Hyuk-"

"Well that's the point!you don't dare to get closed to him but-"Yoojin groaned in frustration and point her finger on the wall."every corner of our wall was covered by Hyuk's stolen shoots that you took and I bet this camera is full of Hyuk's face again!you don't even run a fan site but just kept it for yourself!."Yoojin said as she wave the Camera in my face.

I frowned and take the camera off her hand."you know his my only way to forget the pain I felt inside...i didn't do things that could harm him,I just follow him around but just far enough to see him,even my shadow I tried to hide it so he won't feel uncomfortable.".I said almost murmuring my words to myself trying to defend my behavior from extreme interrogation.

Yoojin let out a deep sigh and put her hand on my shoulder."It hurts me so much seeing you this way....I felt sorry of what my brother did to you after you confess your love to him,I can't pursue him to love you back that's why I tried so hard and kept telling you like the famous quote says that there's so much fish in the sea...you actually move on real quick but i didn't expect you'll gone this to the extreme,if only I didn't push you up on stage when VIXX came to our school that time when you're still fresh from the rejection and asked you to play starring battle with Hyuk,thinking that it'll ease the pain or forget what happened for awhile....I should have wait till you move on even if it takes a long time at least your normal after that."Yoojin said full of guilt in her words.

"I'm normal....i think??!but what happen that day is the biggest turning point of my life,I felt ashamed when I unintentionally start tearing up when his eyes mets mine,it's like he saw the pain I was carrying that time.I didn't expect him to hug me before my tears starts to spill and whisper me that everything will be okay and that I should give a try to look at the most beautiful thing that exist in this world to help me overcome whatever sadness I felt on that moment....he gave me the most brightest smile that I have ever seen."I said softly with a smile plaster on my lips remembering that day.