At age eighteen I know what I want but I don't know how to get it. A dreamer I am. I sit and dream all day,about things, both possible and impossible.
Dreaming gives me some sort of hope that I can do it. It gives me the urge to know that all is not lost. It helps me to hide from negativity and my fears. If life was my dreams, I would be through easily with life. Sometimes after hours of daydreaming I am snapped back into reality ."life and easy like your dreams" a voice echoes in my ears...yes, yes I know that but at least , it calms me. That alone is enough for me.
Have you ever had that feeling of unbelonging linger through you, before you, behind and everywhere?.For me its one of the worst feelings I have ever had to embattle with. I have always felt out of place with friends...I always find myself trying to fit in and act like everyone else. Always find myself wishing for that friend I could be gay and very unconscious with....😐 I even started entertaining thoughts of me being an alien one time😂
Going over things and reflecting upon certain situations that had happened in my life, I realize I am done trying to fit in...I will let life take its own course
As I pack my things to leave for home..I realize I have wasted so much time trying to belong in the squad...trying to make a bestie....trying to get that guy to like me....trying to...............😐😐
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Life Is Good If U Decide It To Be
RandomMy definition of life and how I see it....... NB......Life is good I say.......read mine and judge at the end.......don't cheat.....judge at the end...not infront
