Life Is Good If U Decide It To Be

chapter 6

Its the first of February. The month of love. When will this month of love ish finally manifest itself in my life..

Ever since I grew up to understand how love worked, I have never experienced it truly as a whole. Back in the junior high, people bought friends stuff, I saw the affection on Facebook, on social media. Where are the people who claim to love me. I ask myself whenever I go through another time of rejection on these so called love days..😯. When will someone surprise me some😠

Lol that was just by the way. Its another Monday of work and I sit in my chair and watch as usual,watch as people file up on the streets. "Everyday and what it brings" I say to myself and relax back in my chair. Waiting for whatever 1st Frebuary 2016 had to offer

Blue shirt,with a blue jean. Short hair trimmed to perfection. That's what I am talking about, the nice girl approaches to enter her name into my books. I offer her a seat as I prepare my things to go through the normal routine. Writing receipts and entering data into my books..yhh

After 10mins my lady is not done entering her details. I am growing impatient as I want to hurry with her so i can finish reading the novel I was engrossed in before she graced the place with her prescence. As I prepare to scold her or roll my eyes at her for being slow, something catches my attention. She is nervous.

Jeez😑..she can't spell. She can't even spell "social, or science,"or anything . I can't believe this. How did she make it through high school. I control myself not to judge her or make her feel uncomfortable. As u continue to stare at her form and enter her data, I can't help but ask her if she indeed went to a high school. I am shocked to the core

As I watch her leave, something strikes me. What if it is some sort of deficiency or impairment, was it her teachers who taught her,. As I think I unconsciously thank God for me. For making me me. How many people like her were out there. At that moment I am thankful for the me I am. Not wishing to be anyone at that moment.(😂😂even trashing the thought of me being someone so I could finally receive a gift I this month of love😉)

"These teachers really have got to brace themselves" I say as I continue to read my novel. God help her and the teachers, so they can help her😧