TRIGGER WARNING!!
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»Description of self harm«
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[May or may mot be fasle alarm but just to be safe]
TRIGGER WARNING!!!
[Photo found on google i take no credit]
-------------------------------Written on her arm was her story, her fears, regrets and self loathe. However she hid well, she learnt to hide her story, archived behind those cute dresses and shirts she owned.
Her story was never told to anyone, not her family, not her friends, even her counterpart didn't know of this.... Or so she thought.
Each day was a living hell for the (hair coloured) girl, but she smiled through it all.
She made the decision, almost signing the deathly contract with the taunting demon of her own mind, only to be stopped by the one who could travel through sound.
"Why are you here... Let go... " her soft and weak voice broke the constant sound of 'drip. Drip. Drip. '
"I'm calling the ambulance. Now. "
"STOP IT"
She screamed. He was taken aback, never had she raised her voice at anything and anyone. He could only hold on, to slow the flow even by a little bit. As he desperately tried to find a suitable bandage.
He held on slightly tighter, the dripping, however has yet to stop. She could no longer feel the sting, it was all numb at this point. The girl was still breathing, but barely alive.
"Why are you doing this."
Silence.
"ANSWER ME. "
His voice angry, upset and confused, filled with worry, pain and a tinge of fear.
She turned to look at him, her mouth opened, then closed again, not a single word. Then she looked away again. Her once bright eyes, now dull and void of the shine we call Hope.
Evetually, the dripping came to an end,he had managed to bandage the wound tight enough to stop the contstant flow of the sticky liquid.
"I just wanted to feel alive again..... All i wanted was to be someone. Yet... Look at me now.....i became nothing but a broken doll with stories written in red.... and plastered smiles decorated in the bright colours i used to love."
It killed him to hear her story from her own mouth, he couldn't save the distressed princess from the evil demons, all he could do was watch as she slowly wilted.
The last thing she heard and saw was the dim lighting from his screen and his desprate voice on the phone, his warm hands and the words "Don't you dare sleep on me". Then, her world went black.
As her eyes creaked open, she saw white. Turning her exhausted and heavy head, to see tubes connected to monitors and her arm.
'Why can't you let me go' her thoughts were flooded with demons once more, until a figure appeared before her eyes.
The brunette placed his warm hand on her bandaged arm, "you're special. To me, you're special," he took his headphones off and popped it onto her head as his hands cupped her headphone covered ears.
Tears brimmed at her eyes, she could hear his voice and his voice only as he continued, "i will put you back together once again.... I don't care if you write your stories in yellow, green or blue, just not in red. The red letters don't fit the writings made by your small, cute hands. If your smile is plastered, i will rip it off," her tears were falling uncontrollably, like a never ending river, "i will hold you close so the world will never see you, even if i can't fight your fears and regrets for you, i want to fight with you," she wanted to push him away, she shook her head, but he held her in place, she knew her tears could no longer stop, but thats not what important anymore, she needed to get away, she's afraid, afraid of him and herself.
"(Y/n), please, let me fight with you, i may not be your night in shining armor, but i want to be by your side, fighting alongside you." She gave in and cried, her tears could no longer stop, he held her close just as he promised, carefully avoiding all the tubes and holding her gently, almost as if she could disappear at any moment.
You are no longer fighting alone, I will be by your side always
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*Sniffles* *blows nose into tissues*I'm literally in tears right now as i'm typing this.
*provides box of tissues for anyone who needs it*
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters,only the plot.
Before the comments go crazy abt "self harm being nnot the only option"
i do not do this, this is plainly a work of fiction i came up with in my depressing moment before bed.
I hope you enjoyed,or cried with me,
See you in the next chapter TT_TT
Now i shall actually sleep for i have to suffer through school in the morning.
[From when i was writing/typing this.]^
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