Corrupted(Chuuya X Reader)

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Can this even be considered angsty? Idk
Hm.... Is there a trigger warning here... Hm...
*adds one just in case*

[You've been warned,
Read at your own risk]

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"Chuuya.... " you whispered as you stared out at the starry skies. When nighttime falls, your mind wonders far and wide, going to creaks and crannies and everywhere else as you were stricken with illness and was bedridden. The Mafia didn't need a useless tool and was about to eradicate you, but Chuuya took you away to a place only he knows.

Tonight your mind as usual, wondered off, it wondered to a dark place however, the dark room where there was a large lonely bed and a huge victorian styled window.

You could see the dark but starry skied, but you were alone. Alone in this dark room, although the room was decorated with many cute plushies, under the night sky, they look sad and scary even.

You sat on the bed, caressing the wine red sheets, sighing again. Even in your dreams you were lonely, you were afraid of being a burden to Chuuya, you've decided and tried to end your life more times than you could count, but the hat loving man always finds you before you were gone for good. He always reassured that you were not a burden, but you thought differently.

Tonight, yet again, even in your dream, you wanted to commit sin once again, looking for a sharp object of any kind just to slice pass the skin and into your beating heart, yet none was found.

"Chuuya.... Why must this happen to me? All i wanted was to go on missions with you once more, doing tasks in the Mafia and spending those moments with you. Why must i be the one who always needs your saving? Why can't you just let me go already? " Even in dream world, your tears felt real, they were cold against your skin yet your eyes were warm with flowing tears.

In real time your tears were real, you were crying even in your sleep. Chuuya came home just after you fell into a reluctant slumber. He stayed beside you when you tossed and turned, when you mumbled and cried, he could do nothing but watch his lover shed endless tears.

The night went on, and your tears eventually stopped, and eventually even your dream has left you. Alone and surrounded by an unknown darkness, you felt nothing, heard nothing and saw nothing, another dreamless night takes over.

In the real world, Chuuya was asleep beside you, holding your frail body close, gently yet possessively, as if you'd be taken away at any given moment.

Morning came as it always does, Chuuya was woken up by the sound of the seemingly never ending downpour. His eyes stared in disbelief, his hands were deathly cold, your small hand was limp, cold and pale.

As you laid there, tears stained cheeks and deathly pale lips. Your lover stared in utter disbelief, you were swept away from his grasp once and for all.

Tears brimmed in his eyes, as he tried to shake and call out to you, but you replied with deathly silence. The mafia member was devastated, "(Y/n)..... You broke our promise, you said you'll get better and we'll go on missions again like we used too. When that idiot Dazai left, you took his place and my heart. WHY MUST YOU LEAVE LIKE HE DID"

His cries were muffled by the pouring rain, angry, upset,

C o R r U p T e D





"I'll join you soon,
M y L o V e"


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Yay angsty chapter by your
mood-swinging-at-the-moment-quite-depressed author X'3

Is this even considered angsty? Idk
Just feeling depressed suddenly so yea....

[Disclaimer : photo not mine i just found it on google]

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