Is It Love ? ( hood love story )

Why Me ?

Kayla's P.o.v

Lately I've been feeling like my parents are hiding something from me , whenever I talk to them they can't even look me in the eye and that shit is starting to get annoying as fuck

" Mom what's going on ? I know that something is wrong and you guys are keeping it from me " I said

" Well Kayla you know how me and your father said when the time is right we will tell you about your real parents ? " she said while looking at me like I was 5

" Yeah so what's going on ? " I asked because at this point I was confused as hell

" Well they want you back " she said on the verge of tears

" I don't see what the problem is , I always wanted to meet my real parents "

" Kayla you don't understand they don't love you like we do , we have been there for you since you were 7 years old and we can't let you go at the snap of a finger like they want us to " she said getting loud

" Hold up first of all lower your voice because you know how I get when you yell , second of all I really don't see a problem I want to meet them " I said getting equally as loud

" Whatever , you won't meet those people and that's the end of this conversation "

" Those people ? Did you forget that I am also black and that they are my family you can't keep me here "

" You are not black Kayla so forget it you are what I say you are " she said walking away

" Whatever I never liked it here anyway I'll leave and find them myself " I said walking to my room

I don't know who she think she is talking to me like she crazy I can't stand that hoe she must not know that I know she is creeping on my "father" on the low she is so dirty and how is she gonna tell me I am not black like do she not see my skin color in most definitely black I was about to go back in her room and tell her off but my phone starting ringing

" hello "

" Kayla can you come to my house like right now ? " Nikole asked me

" Sure , what's wrong ? "

" Can you just come it's urgent " she didn't sound like herself at all

" Okay I'm on my way "

What could possibly be wrong with her at this time of night this girl be really blowing me with her bullshit but that's my bitch so I have to be there for her

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15 minutes later at Nikole's house

" Hey boo wassup ? " I asked

" I don't have time for the chit chat Imma get straight to the point " she said

" Okay then go ahead "

" I'm pregnant " she said so fast I couldn't even understand her

" Say it one more time please " I said

" I'm pregnant " she yelled

" What the fuck ? Are you serious like you're legit pregnant ? " I asked

" Yes Kayla did you not hear me , this can't be happening to me I'm about to graduate in less than 3 months and I'm pregnant this is not the life for me " she said crying

At this point I was in tears too because this was my girl and she just found out something that can change her life forever

" It's gone be okay boo we can get through this together " I said trying to sound convincing but truth be told I didn't know what to tell her

" Why me Kayla why ? " she said in tears

I couldn't even answer her question because I was in her shoes only a couple of months ago but she didn't know that , I was scared to tell her because it was a mistake it happened after a party me and Jaquan had gotten so drunk and we ended up sleeping together and I found out I was pregnant two weeks later but I didn't tell him instead I made my mom take me to get an abortion I was so hurt afterwards , physically and emotionally I can't even go to sleep without having dreams about it so for her to be going through the same thing it really made me think about how she would feel if she got an abortion so I'm not even going to bring that idea up

" Kayla I don't know if I can do this , what if my mom decides to kick me out or what if I'm not a good mother ? " she said

" Let's not even think about all of that lets just think about what you are going to do , keep it or abort it ? " I mentally slapped myself for giving her that idea

" I wouldn't dare abort my baby what kind of person can do that to their own child ? " she said and at the moment I broke down

" Kayla what's wrong "

I debated whether I should tell her or not but if she can trust me with her secret I can trust her with mine

" Do you remember the night me an Quan came to get you for that Natasha girls party ? "

" Yeah keeping going " she said

" Well you didn't want to go but I did so I told Quan that you were sick so he wouldn't try and drag you out the house to come with us , but long story short we ended up getting drunk and having sex "
I said in tears

" just tell me what happened Kayla "

" Well I found out I was pregnant two weeks later and I thought about keeping the baby you know how my dad gets when he is mad and I didn't want him to beat me and kill my baby so I just got an abortion " I couldn't even finish the last part before I started crying historically she just stared at me with wide eyes before pulling me into a hug it honestly felt good to finally get that off of my chest in glad she didn't try and judge me like my mom did
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