The New BadGirl #1

Chapter#7-All Alone.

Dear diary,

Today has literally been the worst day ever. And I still can't get the image of kai and another girl out of my head. And I don't know why. I knew he would do that,he's a player after all. But..I don't know, I guess I felt I was different. You know? When he kissed me, I felt like...he was protecting me. But instead he broke my heart. AGAIN.

I went to my room and slammed the door shot.
I'm not gonna cry. I already promised myself not to. But that doesn't mean I can't be week.

I grabbed the guitar under my bed and got out to the balcony. After making myself comfortable on a chair, I started singing Another Now by: Kate Alexa.

It was only just the other day
When all this felt so real
Like nothing could go wrong.

It was like a never ending dream
Nothing ever changed
For so long.

But now you have gone away
And I've tried turning the page
And its just not the same

But I'm breathing in and im breathing out
I'm wide awake but I can't hear a sound

Though I'm breathing in I can't think about
Another you another me another now.

I sighed and got out of the chair.

What I saw made me drop my guitar on the floor.

"Kai?" I asked feeling tears burn in my eyes.

" Cupcakes." He whispered smiling worriedly.

" wha-what are you doing here?" I stuttered building up my walls. BE STRONG VALERIE.

" I came to check on you and well, I heard a beautiful voice, I came here and saw you singing. Your perfect." He told me avoiding eye contact.

" umm thank you." I answered back.

Seconds...minutes...hours...well that's just awkward.

" so..." he broke the silence looking at me again.

" I think you should leave." I said not thinking. But I regretted it when a flash of hurt passed through his eyes.

" Val, you can't keep on pushing me out of your li--" I cut him off.

" I'm not pushing you! You already are not a part of my life." NOW I'm pissed.

" Is that why you've been ignoring me?!"

" what's wrong with you?! You don't even care so what are you doing here?!" I yelled.

He stopped shouting and a Sad emotion passed through his eyes. " I do care cupcakes. Is that the problem? I li--"

" shut up and leave! NOW!"
I yelled pointing towards the door. He approached his hand to mine but I flinched it off.

" what's wrong cupcakes?" He asked worried.

Oh yah! Go kiss another girl And then come tell me that you care. "Get out and stay out of my way! And while your at it... stay out of my life." I whispered the last part and gel tears sliding down my cheeks.

He broke me.

" Fine I'm going out! And I'm staying away from you too. If you never wanted to be my friend then all you had to do was tell me you know!" He yelled in my face and tyrned away to leave.

I held his hand to stop him. " Kai ...please.. STAY..." I sobbed out.

He turned around and pushed me. I fell on the ground and helps in pain.

I hear a loud sound. I looked up to see him gone. He left me.
I officially lost him.

I curled up in a ball at the back of my room crying out loud. I'm ALL ALONE.

==End Of Chapter==

Pretty sad huh? Well this is life.

I'm gonna introduce a new boy in the next chapter. Please comment some boy names and I will take them to consideration.

I'm starting to answer questions so I you have any just comment here or send me a message and I will answer it the next chapter.

LUV UXX