I'm scared of losing her.
I'm scared that I'm not the same person as what I was 2 days ago.
I'm scared I start to fade out of her mind.
I'm scared Incase i can't stay clean for her.
I'm scared I'm not what she wants.
I'm scared to love her as I love her so much.
I'm scared that I become that paranoid she will leave.
I'm scared if she cheats again.
I'm scared to get hurt even tho I'm used to it.
I'm scared incase we never meet.
I'm scared incase I'm not funny, beautiful, loving and caring enough for her.
I'm scared of the thought I might never get the chance to hold her, kiss her, hold her hand, comfort her when she's sad, be her shoulder to cry on, be there for her when she needs me most, show her everyday how much I love her and how much she means to me!
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