Dark secret!

C.EIGHT - My mother

(My mother Liz)

¥ Vanessa's POV ¥

It's Thursday and I don't feel like going school so I texted Tasha to tell her I'm not coming in. She texted me saying she's also not going in today and that we should hang out later.

My mum doesn't actually care if I miss school, she's always tells me she wants to use her time wisely to be with me and enjoy every moment with me.

The last time I saw my dad was apparently my first birthday and then I never saw him again. I don't actually remember him; my mum doesn't really like talking about him. That's why I'm a mummy's girl I love my mum and no one can replace her. We both got this matching locket, she has my picture inside hers and I got hers, we promised to never take the locket off.

The only thing I got from my dad was this old music box with a guitar pick inside.

I don't like talking about my father or calling him a father that's because a father is there by their side looking after his daughter/son, taking her/him to school, loving her/him and playing with her/him that's why!!! *anger quick voice* 

If anyone says anything bad about my mother, I just lash out at them and Tasha is always there trying to stop me. On the other hand when it's about my father I just walk away not saying anything at all.

I have nothing to say about my father only rude comments that I'm trying to control....so yeah !

Today I'm planning to go with my mom to the cinema and then shop. I find my mum a young crazy mother that had me at the age of 25 and is now 39 she likes to feel young and have fun somedays she can be a bit of an handful ; then other days she's annoying and strict but I like it. I tell my mother everything, she's like my second best friend because she's a good listener.

• Back from the cinema and shopping. •

It's been such fun having a daughter and mother day, it's been a long time but we're getting there. Every time I'm apart from my mother, I always remember that day when she whispered in my ears "I'm not going anywhere, I'll always be by your side....waiting for you to come home!!"

I don't know what I would be doing if I ever lost her..... I would have to be locked up in a mental institution because I would go mad!!

* Tbh, everyone would be going mad if they ever lost someone really special to them, either your father, mother, sister, brother, husband, wife, child or best friend anyone that's really close to you.......I know I would be!!*

• Park~7pm •

It's 7pm and I'm meeting Tasha at the park. As I got to the park I could hear some creepy noise coming from the forest just behind the park as if there's a strange beast out there; so I ran it and decided to call Tasha and say to her to meet me at the beach instead.

When I got to the beach, I saw Tasha waiting for me; I also saw a bunch of people that go to our same 'bullshit school!'......*sorry trying to control my language you see, but it's pretty hard than it seems.* "There was a party and we never got invited" I said all confused. "Probably because we just met people and that they don't have are number!" replied Tasha, acting all smart as usual. We were both bored so we just joined without an invite; because it's not illegal it's on public ground anyone can join.

A few minutes at the beach party and we met some new girls Taylor and Heather they are so nice and crazy just like me and Tasha. We both started to talk to both of them and it was really funny, we got along really happily. We got to know them both and we also found out that they go to are same school and probably in most of our same classes. It's really amazing to talk to both, Taylor and Heather they are wonderful girls. We decided to head off home and meet them both at school, as me and Tasha are walking off Taylor stopped us and asked for our number so we gave it them and we also gave them both a free hug.

• Middle of the night ~ 10pm •

As I got back home I saw my mother fast asleep on the coach watching 'keeping up with the Kardashians'. It's her favourite TV show. I snuck upstairs to get a blanket and came back down putting the blanket over her and kissing her on the forehead 'Good Night,' I then switched the TV off and went to bed because I had school tomorrow that I have to attend early in the morning.