Bully

Flashback!

Megan's POV:
*  i over hear the tv.. & turn it up* 
News Reporter: Earlier today  one of our loved cops got shot today in front of the station today 
* i drop the remote & i tear up* 
Me: .... n-..no... John... * i dail his number & it goes to voicemail* 
Reporter: It was  Officer John Murphy...  His brother was found dead off of the highway this morning 
*i turn the tv up& i start crying* Me: john... please... god... 
*jc calls me& i let it go to voicemail... 10 seconds later he calls again* 
jc: megan? 
me: YES I HEARD.... GOODBYE. * i hang up the phone and i head out to my car & i head to the hospital& i get to the front desk* 
Me: John Murphy's Room please? 
Nurse looks over to the door while they are  rushing his body into the ICU  & i run with them & the nurse shoves me out.  Family? close relative? 
Me:.... girlfriend. 
*she removes her hand from me & i run in & i sit next to him and i cry & fall asleep* 

FLASHBACK Murphy's Pov: * the other officer comes up to me* 
Officer: the head  sheriff told me to give her to you. And do what ever is needed.  
* i grab her arm and i take her to the elevator & head up to  the construction  on the 8th floor& she back up to the wall & my radio statics* 
Wiliams: Hey John. You got her?  
Me: yes. i Do.  What do you need me to do? 
Wiliams: Kill her. 
Me: consider it done brother 
* she screams& i  grab her arms & hand cuff them together* 
Megan :  YOU WONT  , NO PLEASE , PLEASE 
*i  drag her around the corner & unlock the cuffs & i pull a rope out & i put it around her neck& i throw it over  a metal pole & i tie it  & put a trip wire imbetween the 2 walls* 
Me: Yea.  i will...hurt you...kill you... 
*clicks radio* 
Me: She's almost ready.  *nothing but static*  Wiliams? .... 
Megan: LET ME GO YOU CREEP 
* i slide down the wall & put my head in my hands& pull my knees up to my chest& holding the gun in one hand and the knife on the floor* 
Me: i'm not gonna kill you.... i can't..your boyfriend killed my brother. 
Megan: Wiliams Is your brother? 
Me: yeah... he is...besides... i can't hurt you.... * i look up to her with a tear going down my face* .... this is not who i am.... this is who my stupid ass brother wanted me to be.... not me... he never gave me the choice on what or who i wanted to be... he became head sheriff of that department..... and he wanted me as a cop with him.... so i could be a "good" cop.... yeah...  more like kill people type...  i  never ever wanted to hurt any of those people  that i did... i .... my brother made me do it.... so it wouldn't bother me .... like moments like this.... it bothers me... that he would want me to hurt you.... as far as that goes....  i can't do the rest... 
* i hear the elevator ding& i stand up & cock my gun& jc yells* 
Jc: MURRRRPPPPHYYYY ....... 

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