Bully

Guilt...

KIans pov: 
* me and megan go into lexi's room and i see jc holding her and lexi crying* 
Me:what the hell happened here man?
Jc: oh.... uh, she * he gets up and pulls me out into the hallway * 
Jc: she had to talk about getting raped... and she couldn't take it so i yelled at the nurse to leave and as soon as the nurse left she started to bawl her eyes out...  i couldn't stop her from crying... i tired everything .... i mean everything kian.. she wont stop... i hate seeing her like this 
Me: believe me i  don't like it either...  
Jc: the nurse didn't want me in there ... because they were "personal" questions..
Me: that's fucked up man.. 
* i lean over to see megan holding lexi's hand  and trying to make her happy ... i smile and i look at jc seeing him starting to tear up* 
Me: dude... jc... you gonna be alright? 
Jc sniffles " yeah... i guess" 
*megan comes out and grabs me* 
Megan: she wan- needs you.
*i go in and sit on the bed next to her and she grabs my side to lay me down and i cuddle close to her and she smiles* 
Me: there's that beautiful smile that i love so much

Jc's Pov: 
*i go into the waiting room and put my hands imbetween my hands  & i lean back and i let out a big sigh and megan comes in and sits next to me* 
Megan: you okay jc? 
Me: uh,... what's considered okay? 
Megan: good point... 
Me: that nurse just came in there randomly and questioned her and she started to  tear up after the second questions  the nurse had like 40 questions that they needed to ask her.... she could barely answer three of them. ... then she started crying.. i can't handle it....  to much sadness in life... it just sucks you know?
Megan: i know what you mean jc. ... wait questions about what? 
Me:... about sex,... then getting raped... 
*Megan sits there in silence and doesn't say anything*
Me: yeah...  so i yelled at her to get out and as soon as she left... lexi started bawling her eyes out... it was so hard to not cry.....  i was fighting not to cry ... i'm the one who got her here in the first place... why does she still want me to be around
Megan: Justin... you are an amazing person... she knows you didn't mean anything you sai-
Me: But i STILL SAID IT.... I'm Pissed at myself....