Lay Me Down

4

Deny this emptiness, this hole that I'm inside. These tears, they tell their own story

She stared at the floor, numbly. Everything that happened, she was not the same anymore. She swore that, that day is the most painful day she ever recieved.

She felt empty. Ever since he died, she felt like he took her life out of her the minute he passed away. Lately, all she did was cry. Cry and cry until she have nothing left to cry.

"Demi? Sweetie." She heard her mom as she knocked on her door. She was sitting in the corner of their room. The room where they made love. The room where they sleep. The room where they planned their future together.

"Go away!"

She sobbed, pacing back and forth as she wrapped her arms around her knees. His clothes in her hands, gripping on. She wants to know, she wants know why it happened. Did she do anything that can cause this? is this her fault?

"Honey, you need to eat. You haven't eaten anything since we left the funeral." Dianna sighed, she slowly opened the door. She felt the cold breeze once she stepped inside the room "Please, honey" she begged.

Dianna hurried to closed the window that was letting the cold air in.

"I'm not hungry" She said, barely a whisper.

"Demi, baby." She tried to soothe her daughter by rubbing her back. Dianna took her daughter's hand onto her and felt how cold it was. Demi was shivering from the cold air but she didn't move.

"Go away." She whimpered, hiding away from her mother.

"Sweeti-"

"I SAID GO THE FUCK AWAY! I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP! LEAVE ME ALONE! I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE!" Her broken sobbed was starting to quiet down. "You guys are always leaving me alone. I don't want to be alone. I just want Wilmer. " she breathed, she looked at her mother's eyes when she sobbed. "Just go please."

She had to bit her lips to stop herself from crying.

"Okay, just come to me if you want someone to talk you. I'll be here for you, remember that. I will never leave you alone." Her mother sighed, giving up. She just took a deep breathe and looked at her broken daughter, who was grieving. She kissed her temple before closing the door, quietly.

She remembered their wedding day. It was perfect, they were the  happiest couple in the whole wide world.

They both look at each others eyes. They were dancing in the middle of the dance floor, their first dance as a husband and wife and they couldn't wipe their smiles off their red face. This is the first step in making their dreams came true.

"I love you Mrs. Valderrama." Wilmer smiled, pecking her forehead. "Te amo."

Demi wiped her tears away. "I love you too Mr. Valderrama, forever and always."

She sobbed loudly clutching at his shirt. She felt like she was trapped in the hole and she couldn't get out. It was a living nightmare.

"Wilmer! Why did you left me? Why?" She screamed, before curling on the floor, their pictures laying beside her. She cried, she didn't even bother to wipe her tears, the pain was too much.

"Wilmer? Wilmer? No, no, no please." She said as she pushed the button, violently. "Keep your eyes open, babe." 

Demi's hands started to shake before rushing to throw the doors open, calling out for help before returning to his side. She took his hands on her, clutching it on dear life.

"Wilmer, wake up. Wake up, babe. Please, babe." Demi sobbed, her voice cracking with every words. "Wil, please. You can't go, you can't leave me. Wilmer, please."

She whimpered as she recall that event, it was the worst day of her life. It was they day where her heart was torn in half.

"I'm sorry but we did everything we can."

For better or worse, with and by you always