A Little More Hayes Grier*

chapter 11 ○

-- Jessie's POV --

Do you remember the guy that was in front of me when I was at Starbucks? Well after i got my drink he came up to me because he didn't know where to sit and he didn't wanna sit alone. So u just said ok, and we started talking. I learned his name was Sammy Wilkinson, and he was 16.

(A/n I know he is not 16, so sorry if u don't like it aha)

We were talking for a very long time, till he had to leave because of his friends. They said there names were jack Gilinsky , jack Johnson and Nate Maloley. They all looked attractive, and looked really older than me.

But that Ain't gonna stop me from drooling over them! Aha just kidding. But they didn't look hot, but I didn't show it. It would've been really embarrassing, forreal I don't show my feelings.

I don't wanna be some stuck up bitch, and cry multiple times. I don't want anyone to find out of my long time ago scars. I don't do that anymore, I thought a while back that I thought I was just a desperate girl. But I actually am not, I don't want anyone helping me. I don't need anyone.

Before Sammy left I got his number, we were planing on hanging out on friday, which is in 2 more days. He seems like a cool guy. Plus he's single, and lives in Nebraska with his other friends. I have a feeling we will be good friends in no time. I hope.

I started walking back home since I didn't know where else to go, and I didn't feel like going to the mall by myself. Even though I wanted to but I still didn't feel like going. I wanted to go visit hayes till I remembered about the Tiffany thing that was happening before. Ugh I sound like I'm dating him, but I am not plus he doesn't even like me.

So why should I even care about what he thinks about me, I'm not even pretty the main reasons I don't have any boyfriends. So I just learn to not care about having any, but hayes made me feeling different. I felt like I liked him, but he only came a couple days ago and I invited him into coming to shawns concert in 5 more days.

He came like idk a couple days and there's already something going on, I hate myself for thinking about this kind stuff about him. But whatever I will just go with him, I don't care anymore. And he didn't even tell me he was famous like what the actual fuck I thought he was my friend.

I got home and went to my room, and layed down I didn't know what to do so I went on twitter. I just did random sruff, and then played candy crush that was installed in my phone long time ago. I usually play games on my phone, when I'm bored and don't feel like doing anything. I have all sorts of games, flappy bird, subway surfers, geometry dash, candy crush, and more that I forgot.

I woke up like 2 hours ago, and I'm now tired.

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Sorry it's short, but I don't really have any ideas right now. Plus this thing is so sucky. I said I promised to finish this, but now I just feel like no one likes this. So I don't really know what to do, so yeah bye.