chapter 9 ◇

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-- Jessie's  POV --

I woke up late, I woke up at 9:47 am and I am supposed to be in school right now. My mom didn't wake me up because she was in a rush, my dad works at 6  in the morning and comes home at 4. I just dressed up with no worrys what I am late already anyways, idgaf...  I went downstairs with my phone in hand, I don't have my bag with me because it's down here I threw it on the ground remember? I went to the kitchen and grabbed an apple and banana, I am hungry so don't judge me.

I wore black ripped jeans, and a grey tank top, I put on Adidas ankle socks, and black and grey Adidas shoes. I bought these a couple weeks ago, so I haven't really worn these, and ,yes black leather jacket. I put my hair in a ponytail, I looked good but my pimples, hey make me ugly af .I grabbed my bag and walked out the door, ugh I wish I wasn't late but whatever Dakota and David never wake me up. Bitches.

I walked all the way to school since I missed the buses, I go in the same school with Dakota and David but they don't like to be seen with me. Cause there like 'cool' in out school. I am not cool but I am pretty chill. I hate walking but it's my fault I missed the bus, and woke up late like I always do. I think I am gonna fail soon, because I don't get to school in time. But whatever I don't really care about school, yeah I know 'but you have to have a successful life, have a job' yeah my mother always says this to me.

I got to school at 10:46 and I went straight to my locker and put my bag I  there and took my science book and note book, I went to my science class. As usual I sat with beth and Hayes was sitting up front of me, I sat down and listened to the teacher. I was surprised she didn't notice me, she would be pissed at me.

Today was March 9 so a couple more days for the concert, I am pretty excited I can't wait to hear his voice in my ears with earphones or something. Just his lovely voice going thorough my ears, but I know I'll just be another fan.

I was doing absolutely nothing in my seat, I was so bored beth was on her phone texting that Matthew guy. I still don't know what he looks like though, but I don't wanna ask. It might sound weird, cause I don't talk to beth alot only sometimes. I decided to go on my phone since I didn't know what to do, and know one wants to talk to me. I am boring literally, but I can be fun at times. I wish this class was over already, I wanna get out of here. I just went on twitter and tweeted random stuff, I don't have that much followers as you already know that. I searched for hayes' account, @hayesgrier I saw the little blue check next to his name, is he famous or something and he didn't tell me??? Ugh I thought we were best friends.

He didn't we've wanna tell me this, he probably thinks it's ok. But no its not, I'm friends with someone famous. I'll probably get hate, they'll probably think we're dating. I decided to tweet him, there alot of people tweeting him so I just tweeted him since he won't see it.

'@jess_bro who are you @hayesgrier'
'@jess_bro ???? @hayesgrier

I tweet him that and just scrolled down on his tweets, the last time he tweeted was today an hour ago. he retweeted some of his fans tweets to him, I retweeted some to. Cause well its funny, there was one that said '@grierish when will we get married and have babies?' I laughed a little at how ridiculous that was, that's stupid...

(a/n I was not trying offend people hah...I would totally tweet hayes that but nah plus that's not a real twitter user. It's fake lolk!)

I followed him but he didn't follow me back, cause he probably has his following notifications off, like I do. I don't like seeing those 'follows you' things, it's kind of anoyying seriously.

Class was over and I got up, Hayes saw me and smiled at me and waved. I smiled and waved back at him to, I'm still mad at him though. I'm good at this. I thought, cause I am good at hiding my deepest secrets. I hate showing soft side to people, cause I hate people worrying about me I'm like nothing important.

Hayes came up to me and we walked out of class, he put his hand over my shoulders and we were walking like that till the bitc- Tiffany!!! Came to us and started pulling hayes away from me and kissed him right In front of me, I broke down... not crying, but my heart broke. I walked away without hayes, I went to the bathroom cause I was starting to have tears. I never cry about boys, why would I be crying about hayes. We're even dating he probably thinks I'm so desperate to date him, but I'm not.

Or am I?

Nope not even!

Period.

I didn't wanna go to my next class hayes was in it, so I just ditched school and went home. I feel asleep on my bed, no one was home I don't know where my mom is but I think she will be home soon. When ever I'm sad she would talk to me, I tell her everything. I know some people who cut, but I don't cut because I know that it won't help me. I usually cry till I feel better. I once had tried to cut, but I just couldn't. I cried and dropped my blade in the sink and ran to my mom's room, and cried on her chest. She didn't say anything back just kept stroking my hair, and after that I feel asleep.

-- hayes' POV --

After the thing with Tiffany, I was looking for jess everywhere she wasn't even in class. I wonder if she skipped school and was outside or at home. I wasn't expecting Tiffany to kiss me, in front of her. I wish that didn't happen, and I think she's just using me for her to look cool. She would always give glares at jess, I don't know why do they hate eachother?

It was time to go to gym class, I went to the boys locker room and put on my shorts, with my t-shirt. I went out the boys locker room and continued to play volleyball with the people here, I wish jess was here. I wouldn't be so alone, I'll text her and ask her where she is after class..

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Yeah that's chapter 9 so be happy I did 2 chapters.

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