True Love

The Depression

Entry 1. I got a new journal but she moved away and I don't think I can live it's hard to breath. The bullies are coming back harder than ever...

Entry 2. I know i hurt her and she said... "It's all ur fault..." I don't know what I did yet but bullies strike harder than ever... Also how do they know we kissed... See u next time

Entry 3. I understand I just seen a picture of us kissing... She must think I set her up for tht OH NO!! That must mean she was getting bullied and that's y I wasn't... Them fucking dick heads... no.... Y..Y did she have to leave me??? Y is this world cruel to me... See u next time.

Entry 4. She wasn't able to say bye in person cause I'm a monster I started cutting myself carelessly and I don't think about what it's doing or who it's hurting just as long as it helps me through my pain. Also it helps me worry les bout her... See u next time

Entry 5. I miss her so much... She doesn't even msg me back when I text... It really worry some and I know she has had suicide thoughts... I just wanted to help y does God do this to meh... See u next time

Entry 6. She replied!! :) she says that she's ok and that shes.. dating.. someone else... She doesn't like far distance relationships she gets bullied at her new school and she is mad that I showed everyone a pic of us kissing I told her I didnt. See u next time

Entry 7. She came back!!! She didn't like her new school now I have to stand up to the bullies... I have an idea... See u next time

Entry 8. She was being bullied so I snuck up and punched the guy in the back of the head... He fell forward and him and his friends started beating on me while she ran... and she got a teacher... He was nice.
See you next time

Entry 9. I got suspended for 4 days and the other kids were expelled she was happy i stood up for her when she couldn't i was happy i did aswell. We started dating and cared a little less about bullies it was fun and she told me she liked it when i kissed her... i was glad that she was happy.