Meanie, not just a ship

Daydreaming.

(This is a short chapter to apologise for updating 2 days later, hope you enjoy it.)

Wonwoo hang his head slow, eyes fazed onto the ground. He could still feel the taller's gaze staring through him. He stopped fidgeting and let out a low deep sigh. This made Mingyu jumped abit, considering the older was sighing right onto his neck as Mingyu was taller.

It has already been 5 minutes since Wonwoo spoke a word. He did not know what to say. Maybe he did not wanted to make himself clear to the younger. As a senior, he knew very well what would happen if he admitted to be in love with the junior. Not that the age gap between them were huge or anything nor was it that dating between two guys posed to be an issue to him. Wonwoo was not against dating between two of the same sex but his country was. So why not just date secretly, hidden behind the veils of smiles and lies, but nothing would be the same. They were idols, he would not want to create a scandal especially since they were still considered a rookie group. He would not want the group that all of the members worked to hard to formed together collapsed during the rise in popularity. He was sure Mingyu thought of that too. He was scared of asking if Mingyu felt the same. He was scared of telling Mingyu,

He loved him.

Of course he still loved him, but because of all his worries he threw away his feelings for what seem to be most within reach right now and that is to do his job as an idol. He knows by confessing, their relationship would change even if the words that come out of their mouths say ''its okay'' because it wasn't. The feelings he had for Mingyu since 3 years ago, after knowing him for a year, were dusted away somewhere in his heart. So why did it appear again. Acting like they were just friends between the younger wasn't hard. He had already threw away the feelings for him afterall. It was the distance between the two that made it harder for Wonwoo to continue ignoring his feelings. The younger would always make a move, closer and Wonwoo stepped back, further. Not was it for his mind telling him not to go nearer, his heart would have already drown in his affection for the younger. So when the younger decided to confront him, he was at a loss.

Because of Kim Mingyu.

"Look at me".

Why do I need to. Why do you want me to look at you. Are you angry because I'm ignoring you. If thats the case, rest assured. Because I can only see you.

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Cringe with me please.

I meant this to be short chapter just to let you know what Wonwoo was thinking when he was ignoring Mingyu. I got a little confused too haha.

Thanks for reading!