Not Enough

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I'm never enough.
I'll never be someone's first choice.
I'll never be someone's favorite.
I'll never be someone's everything.

If I disappeared today, it wouldn't make a difference in anyone's life.
Im useless.
I'm a waste of space.
I'm nothing.

I'm like a ghost.
I float with the wind.
I'm in the back.
But you can not see me.
You can not here me.
You will never notice me.

You will never know what goes on in my mind.
You will never understand my thoughts.
The ink holds all my darkest thoughts and secrets.

I hate myself.
I hate the way I am.
I want to be good.
I want to be kind.
I want to be the type of person that you will miss.
Instead, I'm the person you'll be happy about being gone.
Who am I kidding.
You won't even realize I'm gone.
I never existed to you.

No matter how hard I try, I'm never good enough.
I'm not pretty.
I'm not skinny.
I'm not smart.
I'm not talented.
I'm nothing.
And I'll never be enough.

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