I have not been uploading stories on here for many reasons. I will not list them...just blame school...Dan and Phil...Ashton's tweets...and YouTube period.
(A/N) This is not an update...nvm ill just add the poem at the end. Anyway I am currently writing a story for ELA class. Those who saw my wall will know what im talking about. The story was supposed to be like a creepy story and the first one i wrote was just unsettling as everyone put it. Basically it was too creepy, so I rewrote it. I'm actually proud of the one I rewrote. So proud that I am going to make it a story on wattpad. I am currently thinking of a title that isn't the same as a million of the books on Wattpad. I was wondering if you guys could help me come up with some titles and I'll pick the one i like the most. The book is basically about a girl her name is Jordan Albott. I cant decide between having Zoella, iiSuperwomanii, Lizzza, or Danielle Campbell to describe how Jordan looks. Anyway idk If I want to make it a 5sos fanfic but has nothing to do with 5sos except for the occasional song lyrics here and there. So yeah their names will be mentioned and I will have them play as their selves. Any way im probably going to have a simple cover until I can find something more complex or just better in general. So yeah ADIOS MUCHACHOS XOXO-Nacirema0619
Nobody knows how different I am
The outside of me is not afraid
Not full of pain, or even ashamed
I smile and all of those ignorant fools believe
Of course nothing could be wrong with me
My eyes are dry, I do not shed tears
For that gift was taken away from me dear
I laugh and talk and play along
Keep on existing as if nothings wrong
Nobody knows how different I am
The inside of me is hollow and empty
Do not fret my dear, for I do not want your pity
I'm tattered and broken beyond repair
My heart is crumbling and full of despair
I'm bloodied and beaten and not really living
I just go through the motions and continue existing
I'm scared and lost, clueless as can be
Is there no one out there to help me
Nobody knows how different I am
And that will never change
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Puisi*Trigger Warning* Majority of these poems include -suicide -self harm -eating disorders - self loathing -mental disorders This is basically a few chapters of poems that have made me cry or poems I like and admire. I do not own these poems unless I h...
