Swaragini

Episode 2

Sanskar feels broken deep inside he cant see swara in pain he compesed himself and decided to do something .sanskar doc ko gate tk chorne jata he and poochta he
Sanskar: hy doctor uncle m sanskar and m also studying medicines….. actually app plz detail me bata sakte he k exact kai hua he swara ko so that we can concern a good doctor accordingly…
Doc: beta sharmishta g swara ko mere pass le k ai th sat night ko us ki halat bht kharab th use nervous breakdown hua tha. Wo takreeban puri rat behosh (faint) rahi th or subha hosh me ate h bht buri trha chila r th. Mjhe laga k shaid use emotional stress he I asked her mom but sge didnttell me anything..
Sanskar: thanks doc for helping them.
He dropped doc to his car and come back inside
he saw shomi is heart broken too he kneltdown and ask her
Sanskar: anti ap mjhe apna beta manti he na
Shomi noded
Sanky: to phir plz mjhe bataye k kia hua he
shomi: beta tum to jante ho na k swara kbhi esi nai th us se zayada khushbash lrki me ne nahi deekhi us ne to kbhi gum me b muskan ka sat nahi chorra lekin us din….
Wo khte khte ruk gai ..
Us din kia anti???????? Sanky ASKED
Shomi: sanskar me ne swara se ek bat chupai q k mjhe laga ye bat jank wo tot jae g or yehi hua. Swara k according us k baba ki death us ki birth k ek saal bad ho gai th. Us k liye us k papa us k role model th wo un se bht pyar krti th shaid mjh se bhi zayada despite the fact k aj tk us ne sirf us insan ki pic deekhi hui th
(sanskar listening with full concentration and silence )
Lekin us din jb me or shona dinner pe gae hamare h sath wale table pe us ne apne baba ko deekha.  
Sanskar shocked
Shomi continue
Sanskar actually us k dad zinda he. Meri or un ki shadi arrange th but hum me understanding bht th  kam se kam mjhe lgta tha.. but swara k paida hone k bad I started realizing k unki soch or approach bht choti he or wo to swara ko accept h nai krna chahte the cuz wo larki th and unhe larka chahye th mjhe ye bat blkl pasand nai ai but me ne unhe smjhane ki  bht koshish ki lekin wo to jese swara ko parhana to door ki baat he us k zinda rhne pe b khush nai the unho ne kabhi bhi use ek dad ki piyar nahi diya… jab bat hud se barh gai to me ne un se alag hone ka faisla kia. We divorced eachother and he married again
Beta me ne kbhi bhi use is bat ka pata nahi chalne diya ,for her, us k dad us k hero the.. per us din jb
Us ka samna un se hua unho ne swara ko apnane se h inkar kr diya and ……use..
Sanskar anti phir kia….. aap bataye na me puri koshish kru ga k me phle wali swara ko la saku
Shomi with tearful eyes
Us insan ne swara ko illegally born bola yaha tk k us pe hath b uthaya or waha se chala gaya and us k jate h swara unconscious ho gai.
Sanskar is me shone ki koi galti nahi he but jese halat ja rahe he mjhe lagta he me use kho du g wo psychiatrist ko jane ko nai maan rahi me kia kru…
Sanskar (unhe hosla dete hue) anti aap fikar mt kare. Me ap se promise krta hu k me jald se jald ap ki purani shona ko wapis lao ga. Kisi tang soch wale insan ki galti ki saza me hamari shona ka lete nahi deekh sakta

Shomi thanks him
Shomi: sanskar swara ko tum se acha dost nahi mil sakta. Mjhe nai pata meri bachi ki qismat me kia he but
Sanskar(interrupting her): anti us ki qismat me sab acha h ho ga mjhe yaqeen heand smiles
Shomi:beta tum jao me is k pass rukti hu
Sanky: nahi anti app is ka pure week se khayal rkh r he Is k pass me rukta hu. App fikar mt kare.
Shomi: per beta AP g waitkr r ho g tum kia kaho ge already kafi late ho gaya he.
Sanky: anti aap fikar na kare me un se bat kr lu ga
Shomi chali jati he waha se after thanking her and sanky mom ko call kr k bolta he k he will stay a swara’s place to study for tomorrow’s prof as he is unableto understand a chapter and AP agrees
Sanskar us k side pe beth jata he nd is continuously starring her and wo behosh pari he.
Sanskar gusse me ek side pe jata he “wah sanskar deekh liya tera pyar wo itna sb kch akele sehti rahi and tujhe to khud se h fursat nahi ( forgetting that he was too much worried for her sadness)
He take a deep breath and promised himself k he wont let her down from now onward.
Then us ki naZar ek dairy pe prti he and use yad kch yaad ata he
FLASHBACK (swara is in rush and class ki taraf teezi se ja rahi he us k hath me kch books he. He collides with sanky nd dono ki cheese gir jati he and both burst out laughing.
Sanky: kia swara ye I guess daily ka kaam he hamara takrana…..tumhare irade theak to he na .. I mean…
Swara : ( hits her ) shut up yaar tum bhi na kch bhi…
They both pick their things and went to class.
Swara then found tht her persnol diary is missing nd she realizes k wo shaidsanky ki cheezo k pass chali gai ho. Wo ghabrati he and rush towards sanky
Sanskar basketball ground me betha hua he and suddenly finds k us k stuff me swara ki dairy he. He was about to open it k swara bhagte hue ati he and
Swara: sanskaaaaaaaaaaar ruko (and snatch her dairy) tume kitni bar bola he dairy k mamle me koi compromise nai 
Sanky: haan na janab me parh lug a to esa kia ho jae ga. Esa he kia is me.
Swara: chalo tum  ne pooch h lia he to batati hu actually me jo baat kisi ko nai bol pati wo is me likhti hu…
Sanky: esi kon c bat he jot um mujhe b nai batati…deekho mera interest barh raha he.
She pats him : camon… don’t u dare mister… wrna I will turn into a Jhansi ki rani.
FLASHBACK ENDS)
He pick up the dairy and went near her, hold her hand in her HANDS and said : swara me janta hu k tume pasand nahi but tume is dard se nikalne k liye I exactly wanna know what u went through in last few days. Butdont worry I wont read it all just Friday night k bad ka. Plz mjhe maaf krna per metume ese nahi deekh sakta
He opens the page of Friday and overwhelmed with joy reading first line
I love you sanskar… yeah I love you a lot
He smiled and for  a fraction of second feel like he got world’s largest happiness.
And he continued
Swara’s dairy : I love him a lot but me kbhi kisi ko express nahi kr pati or shaid me sanskar ko bhi nai kr pao g but is bar me use mon k o h batao g yeah I will.  Cuz I cant loose him
He turned the page its of tuesday night
(OK GUYS AS UPCOMING LINES ARE LIL COMPLICATED I WILL EXPLAIN IN BRACKET WHAT IT ACTUALLY meant)
Swara’s dairy: oh can you tell me, can you tell me, the way that this should work( as swara got to know the truth of her father she don’t know where is her world heading to ). Just whos inside me that’s pulling strings(as she is often not expressive dont let others see her pain but right now she feel helpless and failed to compose herself)  .i’m broken, lying helpless, dying, surrounded by the world. You stare and laugh with me, When you don’t see a thing(its basicaly for the people who are around her but cant see pain in herself*don’t worry guys sanky in me nahi he*)….i’m damaged now and m broken down unraveled and cant breath. The truth I seek never felt so bleak, I feel it drop degrees.freeze. so breakable unbreakable so shakeable unshakable was shaking up when I found you i m standing here watching the world as it falls around me you are so close but i hope that you stop searching (this line is for sanky as he is again and again trying to look for the reason of her sadness and she can see this).i don’t want u to forsee what I have become so plz stop looking just remember the old me(again for sanky
) The endless pain of solitutde wraps tight around my fortitude (she feel alone as her dad, the one she loved most, betray her) those memories inside me innocently  they pierce through. I cant escape I cant escape( she wants to get out of it but nahi ho pa raha).
As he was reading this. Tears welled up in his eyes and rolleddown his cheeks. He can easily feel what she went through. He went near her and sit beside her. He hold her hands and kissed them.
Sanskar: I love you shona and I promise u wont b alone in this all I will be with u forever. Pata he pichle dino jb tum mjh se door hui mjhe u laga jese mere wajood (existence) ko kise ne cheer kr k do hisso (two parts) me bant diya ho .. shona m nothing without u plz theak ho jao…..
Time: 4 am
Sanskar went to shomi
Anti swara ko shaid hosh anew ala he me chalta ho but plz promise me k u wont tel her k ap ne mjhe us k baba k bare me kch b bataya ya me aj us k sath ruka …
Shomi : per q beta…
Sanky: anti q k me nahi chahta k wo feel kare k I took care of her out of pity..
And sanky waha se chala jata he
PRECAP
SWASAN PROF & SANSKAR COMFORTING SWARA