Swaragini

Episode 3

EPISODE 5
AS sanskar finished talking to shomi (on the other side in swara’s room) swara gains consciousness . as she opened her eyes,she feel lil headache. It was all dark around and dead silent. But there was something different , something different in the atmosphere. She was feeling lighter than before (as she feels with sanskaar often). The change in the atmosphere was due to the presence of someone closer. She looked here and there but he wasnt anywhere. She pats her head “swara wo yaha q ho ga…. (suddenly recalling her incident with dad) and swara kb tk tu yahaunhi beth k ronewali he… then suddenly feel extremely low cuz she failed to compose herself and feel extremely low (as things weren’t going according to plan..plans she had set for her life… things were falling apart)” and she got out of bed. Her phone rang….”abhay calling”
Swara: abhay is waqt!..... ( she was still lil sleepy and picked up call)
Abhay: hey swara!! Kesi chal rahihe tyari…
Swara was confuse like kon c tyari
Abhay continued: per tum newton (sanskar) and Einstein (swara) ki tyari to ho g he cent percent classic…. Tum plz mjhe kch questions kara do g. pleaseee deekho mjhe kl ka prof ache se dena he plz me ek or bar fail nahi ho sakta…..
Swara suddenly realize k kl prof he for which she did prepared once (before basketball match) but its been a week since she last studied properly
Swara (always helpful): ofcourse I will try my best to help ya. Tum question watsapp kr do.
Abhay: pics k through ans nahi smjhae ga… esa karo plz kl juldi ajana. Exam 3pm pe he tum 7am ajna kafi time ho gaplz
Swara agreed. And he thank her and call disconnected
Swara(to herself): bache stay strong.. kl exam he. How can I even forget it ughughughugh. Need to givemy best for it
She get up nd fresh hone jati he.. a k books kholti he and try to study…
After HALF an hour
She still on page 1
Swara (to herself): miss swara gaddo…..(she stopped) swara bose… camon buddy prho aj to hud ho gai half an hour for a single page
Sh tried hard but failed to put her 100% concentration…. But still continued study..
Time 6:30 am
She came out of her room and went down stairs.. she saw her maa and smiled
Shomi seeing swara up and lightened then before & hugged her
Shomi: uth gait u? coffee lao?
Swara: nahi maa kch khane ka man nai he me college k liye niklti hu dua karna aj exam he
Shomi(waslil upset as this was first time she feel like her daughter couldn’t prepare well despite entire’s year hardwork butwas hapy seeing her better then before ): easy ho k krna. M always praying for u. (and kissed her forhead) best of luck
On the other side sanskaar left for his college too.
*swara and sanskar lives in neibourhood*
Swara apni car nikal r hoti he sanky dekhta he. He comes to her and
Sanky: DR sahiba me aj sath chal raha hu tumhare.. ye mt poochna meri car kaha he…me ne revise krna he to mera drive krne ka mood nahi nd smile
Swara: smile whole heartedly( after a long time) awi sab tumhe newton nahi bolte…
Sanky: khkon raha he EINSTEINNNN…
They both laughed and clg k liye niklte he.
On the way apparently sanky was reading a newspaper but infact he was starring at swara (who’s driving). :P
Swara: sanskar tum ne revision krni th tu ye newspaper…
Sanskar: wo yaar doctor droof ne mjhe ek assignment d he wo bhi profs me (act like he is worried)
Swara: assignment kn c???? class me to announce nahi hui….(thinking that she was too lost in class thatshe missed an imp announcement)
Sanskar: nahi class assignment nahi he… wo actually unhe abroad jana he for representing the issues that arouse in our society and remain neglected.so that UN can help to resolve it(dr droof is actually worlds best psychiatrist that has initiated a step to solve such issues) Esa karo help me out.
Swara: ok so what did u search? Like kch kia bhi he k sirf puri raat exams k liye prhte rahe ho ( she laughed but pain was visible in her eyes)
Sanskar: to kia tume first ane do!!!!! ( and laughed ) ( but infact dil me he was like tumhe kia batao kl rat me kaha th but believe me I will help u get out of it)
And continued
Wo actually I had studied many issues like issues relating marriages at young age, the way people treat widows and and and like not considering a girl worth living.
Swara lil tensed…
Precap: swasan deep conversation

Episode 6
Hearing this swara pressed the breaks and asked her
Swara: so what u think about these issues?
Sanskar: kn sa wala (hoping she will ask about last one)
Swara: saro ka batao… lemme c tumhari intelligence ka level sirf books tk he ya
Sanskar: ms swara gadodia (swara lil angry upon hearing word gadodia) tum jant kaha ho is mahaan insan ko ( acting lil shokha)
He tell her his point of view on every topic but I will just tell u the last one
Sanskar: swara phli bat me ye manta h nahi k hum (insan) itni authority rakhte he k hum ye decide kare k whos worth living and who is not…. But you know insane khud ko bht qabil samjhta he lekin asal me wo utna h jahil hota he. Yaar ese logo ki counciling krni chahye.
Swara: phr un ka kia jinhe un k parent (not parents) marna chahte ho
Sanskar: swara me nahi janta to be honest kyun k me soch bhi nahi sakta k koi insan is qadar bhi gir sakta he 
Swara: per sanskar imagine if a person somehow escape the death trap set by her own dad. But never knew about it and later after many years got to know about it ? how u supposed to tackle that girl
Saying this she gripped staring wheel tightly and instead of looking at sanky she was looking forward with tearfull eyes.
Sanskar: swara u might find my answer a lil impossible type but I will tell u what I actually believe
Swara: bolo( a lot serious then when conversation started)
Sanskar: swara us insan ko phir wo kr k dikhana chahye jo marne wala nahi chahta th
Swara looking at her willing to know what
Sanky: swara use G( zinda reh) k dikhana chahye. Pata he ho sakta he ye bht mushkil ho like accepting that your beloved ones wants u to b dead. But u know there is always someone who loves you…whom u love.who wants u to be happy who wants u to prosper those who cant see you upset those who desire for your success then why should u let a man with no humanity, let u down why should one actually? I know its hard to smile whole heartedly but one must… for their ownself. Should not let anyone change them cuz they are beautiful and amazing the way they are ( tears in eyes).
Swara: but what  if one feel like she is almost dead and her world has fallen apart what if one is trying hard to overcome but failed to cuz she just cant accept the fact neither can she deny it what if her life has became worst nightmare for her what if..
Sanskar interrupted:
What if seeing her down and loosing herself those closer to her are dying thousands death every moment…( ye line he said full gusse me and take a breath trying to stay calm)
Swara one must never ever give up cuz of ones shit. U know living a happy life is a struggle itself but believe me its fun in its own way( swara hearing this recall her time with her mom and sanky ofcourse) u know giving up isn’t a solution. To stand in front of it face it and to force the cause ,that upset u, to vanish is something one should do.
Saying this he gave a smile. Smile full of love affection and determination and said
Swara one must stay determined for those they ever love (and swara realize how shomi took care for her since the moment she remember like from childhood to adulthood nd remember how sanskar was always with her through thick and thins)
Swara realize she had been doing wrong to her mom to her friends and above all to herself and she wont giveup on life this easily. She was full of determination.
Sanskar: that’s the best someone can do according to me
Swara who feel a lot lively and light hugged him
Her hug was full of gratitude like saying thanks to sanskar for reviving old swara.
And in return sanskar hugged her tight and his hug was full of compassion and love, like someone gain his precious belonging after he was on verge of loosing it
After the hug swara feel like the burden her soul was carrying since soo long is no more on her.
They reached college and our old swara was back
Sanskar was more then happy seeing her like this and said to swara
Sanky: oooooo miss help ka kia bana.. presentation sahi rahe g na
Swara : (come close to him as she was going on other side previously and smile whole heartedly) dudeit will be more then perfect.. believe me
Sanskar laughed: makhan laga r ho??????
Swara: shaid :P
Sanky was more then happy to see her in this avtar then he suddenly realize they both haven’t revised anything
Sanky: dude I guess I need to revise certain things will you help me
Swara: ohhhh newton needs my help…. (use pata tha k she too haven’t repeated a stuff but she was sure that she can do it and will do it *for her maa and for herself*)chalo karte he
Swara and sanky meet the guy swara promised to help and swara taught him the topic and both(sanky and swara) were happy that her preparation isn’t bad. Cuz she explained amazing
Abhay: (noticed sanky’s eyes) oye tu soya nahi kia rat bhar eyes check kr apni
Swara: haan lgta he full night study scene on th. But dude 1st to me h ao g
Sanskar: dude andaza nahi he tume meri prep 100 % he puri raat jo ki he ( recalling the way he was with her ) is bar to I will win
Swara: lets see….
(ACTUALLY GUYS AS THEY BOTH LOVE EACHOTHER AND SWARA YET DON’T KNOW SANKY TOO LOVE HER. THERE COMPITITION IS ALL ABOUT TO BE BETTER THEN THEY WERE BEFORE  NOT LIKE DOSRE KO NEECHA DIKHANA CHAHTE HO AND BOTH KNOW K DOSRA MAZAK KR RAHA HE)
Time 3pm
Till then swasan together prepared well for examactually they had prepared long before but failed to concentrate before but now as everything was perfectly ok. So its like our soldiers were fully ready to conquer the world together
Precap: some happy moments ( I GUESS NEW YEAR HE TO ACHA HONA CHAHYE)