Swaragini

Episode 20

Ok guys as per i promised i will repent for my clumsiness (actually pichle kch parts se m more or less not giving even my 50% in this fiction thing) in upcoming part....i will try my best k ye acha ho age mood pe depend krta he.....i truly hope k u guys will like it.... Do comment people as it mean alot...

Episode 24....
Episode starts as swara enters in her house....
Shomi:shona tu a gai???? Kesa tha compitition bache... Nd kia bana
Swara think of something......
Shekhar(WITH FAKE SMILE):SHARMISHTA... PHLE BETI KO A K BETHNE TO DO...or ise hamare surprise k bare me b batana he.
Shomi looked tensely at shekhar....
Shomi:shona tere baba ne kch decide kia he....
Swara:maa jo bhi decide kia he mjhe manzoor he....
Shomi:shona sun to le
Swara: maa me fresh hone jao...

Nd she went to her room.
On the other hand sanskar too reached his home but there was noone to welcome him(😢😢😢sad life 😭😭😭😭)
Sanskar looked at his vaccant house sadly... He was heading towards his room but his thoughts were still back there
in mumbai.....
(Ok guys why were they both sad.... Whats going on is swara's mindd.. what actually happened in mumbai??? By the way, i too,dont know...lets figure it out together)

Swara opened her dairy nd recall something(swara to sanskar: i wont ever forgive u for hurting the purity of our relation) she compose herself. Swara to her dairy
"Hy misty(name of her dairy): its been quiet long i last talk to u....zindagi bhi kitni ajeeb hoti he na.jab kch nahi mangte is se to is qadar khushiyan deti he or phr wo ek khushi pal bhar me cheen leti he jo ap ki zindagi hu.... Misty i shouldn't have loved him.... "Bachelors forever" ye to rule tha na meri life ka... I never fell for any boy then kyun i started loving him.i shouldn't have allowed him to break that rule......khud ko bht mahan smjhta he wo... Per use ye haq me ne kbhi nahi diya.use ye right kis ne diya k wo mere se u juda ho ja.. Me ne kbhi use ye ijazat nahi di k wo meri feelings k sath esa ghatiya mazak kare...Theak he ese h sahi.... Log kehte he life is too short to do something but ask me how cruel it is..... Actually life isnt cruel...the fault is basically of so called humans as we began to think k ham jo bhi krte he theak krte he.... I m certain k me jo karne ja r hu galat he but let it be the way it is.....afterall that's what he decided for me....i will make u realise how stupid it was....nd....."

While writing this all she didnt has teary eyes neither was she sobbing..rather she was looking quiet determined
She didnt complete her last line... She closed her dairy nd went to balcony.... To her surprise sanskar was in his balcony too. Sanskar was quiet upset too...he wanted to forget his promise....he looked at swara with lots of love swara looked at him.she gave him a blank stare(actually right now her look neither has affection nor anger). She came back without even looking at him again nd went to take bath. She opened up all taps together with that of shower....
As the first few drops of warm nd cozy water fell on her face. Tears welled up in her eyes.. as water reaches her feets... Those tears crossed her cheeks... The temperature of tears was quiet different from that of water.... She was knowing she is on verge of breaking down.... She was well aware that she might loose her control.... The weak girl inside her might take over her soul.... The girl who wont allow her to walk on the path she had recently choosen for herself. Thats why she opened up all taps as she dont wanna hear herself crying....she neither wanna feel it nor see her like this... She was hating this temperature difference as she can feel herself crying...she moved her face up so that water can have a better access of her eyes.... Her eyes were damn red soon tears started mixing in water droplets nd she didnt feel it....
But the weak girl,whom she was e hard to burry inside her, the emotions she was trying hard to supress, spring forth nd she broke down. She knelt down nd water from shower kept wetting her...

On the other hand... Sanskar felt the blankness in her stare... His mission to make her hate him.... Almost ho gaya th....but her look was killing him....he sit on his couch nd start recalling the best moments of her life and how this all actually changed....