The babysitter (boyxboy)

chapter 23

(A/N this chapter is full of cliches just warning you it's also going to be pretty short because i have exams and shit so ya)

Harry's POV 

Today's the day i'm going to tell Louis that I love him it's been a week since the night Louis and I cuddled on my couch, this whole week he has been really cuddly and i love it i don't even care why I just never want it to stop. 

It's Friday today so i'm going to ask Louis to go on a date with me tonight it's going to be amazing were going to go to the beach when the sun is setting and i'm going to kiss him and tell him I love him it's going to be perfect.

when I got to school I ran to Louis' locker to ask him out but when i got there i saw hi looking really stressed on the phone with someone "no mom I cant i have things i need to do please just tell doctor Erikson ill be there late I wanna go out with Harry tonight and ill tell him then" I heard him say. Before he could continue I showed my self and interrupted him "Hey Louis do you wanna go out with me tonight on a date?" I ask "I was just about to ask you that" he said smiling "umm harry tonight I need to tell you something, on the date we should go somewhere where I used to go as a kid come to my house at 6" he said explaining whats going to happen "okay ill see you then" I say excited for the date

I'm just gonna skip the rest of the school day to the date  

after school I go home and take a nap, I don't want to be tired for the date I have with Louis. I wake up at 5 so I have one hour to get ready I go into my closet and look at what I have to wear. After thirty minutes of contemplation on what to wear I decide on black skinny jeans that are honestly too tight for anyone in general and a white t shirt, I thought I looked half decent. After i chose what I'm going to wear I went to the bathroom to try an d tame my unruly hair. Once I'm done with my hair I grab my phone and look at the time shit its almost 6 I'm going to be late I run into my car and I speed off to Louis' house once I'm there the time on my car clock says 6:15 shit I hope  Louis' not mad at me for being late.

I get out of my car and go up to his house and I knock two times, Louis' mom opens the door so i ask where LOuis is "oh hes up in his room he told me to tell you to go up there" she says smiling "okay thank you " i say running up to his room, I open the door to Louis' room and what I see is something I will never forget. In front of me I see Louis, my boyfriend, the one that I love puking up blood into his bed 

"holy shit Louis are you okay?!" I say running to him picking him up and bringing him to his bathroom too clean him up 

"Harry, I was going to wait and tell you this tonight but-" his sentence was cut short by him vigorously coughing up blood and mucus into the toilet 

"oh my God Louis should I get your mom or call an ambulance?" I ask in some sort of panicked frenzy 

"No I'm fine ill be fine and my mom is out with-" once again what he was trying to say was cut short by a gross mix of blood and mucus that came out of his mouth accompanied by violent coughs 

"okay that's it I'm calling an ambulance " I grab my phone and call up an ambulance to Louis' house i hang up and I hold Louis telling him that they will be here soon 

"Louis do you know whats wrong? " God I love him so much I hope hes okay even in his sick state I still think hes the most beautiful person ever 

"Harry look I need to tell you something important"

"anything you can ask me anything and ill do it" I say interrupting him

"Harry God damn it listen to me! I have fucking cancer and I'm dying! Okay? I'm not gonna make it I'm dying and I'm probably not going to make it I'm probably not going too graduate and I'm not going to have kids and see them grow up I'm fucking dying and there's nothing anybody can fucking do  about-" his little monologue was cut short by him throwing up for a third time in the short time I was at his house for.

the ambulance showed up and took us both to the hospital I was aloud in the ambulance because his parents were not home, in the ambulance doctors worked on Louis and stabbed him with needles I was not really paying attention on what they were all doing because I was so confused I don't understand how Louis can have cancer he can't have cancer he's too young too perfect I don't get it Louis can't he just can't he, he can't 

"will he be okay?" I ask one of the doctors.

all the doctor does is look at me and he gave me a tight smile and walks over too Louis and gives him something to make him pass out well I assume because not only one minute later he passed out. So much for our date tonight I guess Ill just tell him I love him another time.

we got to the hospital and Louis was rushed into a hospital room and out of my sight. I sat down in the waiting room, looked ahead of me and i let my mind wonder to Louis and how much I love him.

okay I am literally so sorry for this shitty update and i know it's short and probably full or spelling mistakes but i wanted to update so here you go a shitty ass update enjoy! like and comment if you want 

~al th fukn lerv Eve