Louis' Pov
It all happened so fast, one minute I was at home waiting for Harry and then the next I was throwing up in front of him and telling him about my cancer. I hope he's not too worried sometimes i'm such a burden, screw you cancer! All I really remember is throwing up and then being rushed too a hospital. I blacked out after a while and that's where I am now blacked out, probably in some hospital bed. I know i'm passed out because this is not the first time that I've been in this state. My dad used too be a complete duche bag.
So here lie alone in this bed, i hear this annoying beeping noise i open my eyes too see what it is and once i open my eyes all hell breaks loose a annoying girl starts calling for a doctor and I groan in agony. A doctor comes in and starts telling me all of the things that they did to try and avoid me trowing up more blood.
All I got from his little speech was five words. Those five words might literally kill me, Those five words will kill Harry. Those five words are "Louis, your cancers getting worse".
I sit up and interrupt the doctor and ask him what we can do to make the cancer go away.
"I'm sorry Louis but there is no way to just get rid of cancer, if there was a cure we would use it on every patient with cancer." the doctor says sympathetically.
"Hey um do you know if there is anyone waiting outside for me? Because I would like to talk to someone." I ask completely disregarding what he said, I knew there was no cure I was just hoping that the hospital could do something about it.
"Ah yes there is one boy who's been asking about you would you like me to bring him in?" The doctor asks
"Yeah thanks I would really appreciate that" I say to the doctor
Harry walked in looking really pale and tired. "hey, harry you okay you don't look to good" I said because he honestly looked like shit.
"am I okay!? Louis you are in a fucking hospital bed with cancer and you're asking ME if I'm okay?" he said in disbelieve.
"Harry look, I'm going to die but-"
"NO YOU DON'T GET TO SAY THAT!" He exclaimed interrupting me
"I won't let you die! I wont ill make sure you stay alive" he said a lot quieter than his previous out burst.
"Harry you didn't let me finish." I say getting pissed off. Jesus, I'm about to tell him I love him this is supposed to be a happy time!
"As I was saying before I am going to die, soon but none of that matters to me because I love you and one day, much later on in your life we will be together again."
"Don't do this Louis. Don't leave me, Please I love you so so so much I don't know what I would do without you" He said with tears streaming down his face.
I can't handle this. I can't handle all of this emotion in one room. I can't do this not with this fucked up cancer that I have, and not with the love of my life crying right in front of me. As if the nurse was listening to my thoughts, she walked in and told Harry that visiting hours are over and that he can only stay if he is family. I told her he is not related to me. I will probably never forget about the look on his face when I said that. His face of sadness is the last thing I rem ember before my breathing suddenly became very labored, I started coughing up blood and it didn't stop like it usually did.
The nurse in a panicked frenzy called for a doctor who cam e in my room and fixed up some of my ivs and changed some wires attached to my body but the coughing never stopped if anything it got worst! Blood got everywhere and I was starting to feel faint. I heard the doctor yell to get some more help but that was it.
That was the last thing I heard before I fell into a deep black nothingness I hope to be death. Because if this is what my life is now, then it's just not worth living. I hear nothing, I see nothing, and I think I'm dead. Or in a comma, but probably dead. I've been in commas before and none of them felt like this.
I'm kind of okay with the fact that this could be it. I'm going to miss Harry but I'm sure no one is going to miss me. I hope that I go to heaven, that would be cool. I could give tattoos to old dudes in the sky!
Harry's POV
I can't believe he just said that to the nurse! Why does he not want me there with him? I love him and I thought he loved me! I'm going home and I'm just going to sleep it off then go see him in the morning and apologize.
I get home and go straight to my bed I fall asleep in less then five minutes. Around midnight I get a phone call that rudely awakens me from my sleep. I pick up the phone and it's the hospital! They told me I should go down! Oh my god what if something is wrong with Louis? No! He's fine! He has to be!
I get up and change as fast as I can. I grab my car keys and speed to the hospital. Once I get there I check in and someone escorts me to Louis room. Once I get in there I start to cry. Louis is there covered in blood lying on the bed. Lifeless. There's a loud beep ringing through the room theming me that his heart has stopped beating. He's dead. What am I supposed to do now?! He is-was the love of my life!
...Maybe he could also be the love of my after life! That's a good idea! I could join him and we could live forever in the clouds, heathy and young.
I think I might just going him. But how?
THE END
wow... This is the end guys! First I'd like to start by apologizing for the agonizingly long wait for this chapter I was honestly just going to leave this fanfic and never finish it but I decided that you guys deserve an ending (even though mine sucked and was sad af.) second I would like to say sorry for the short chapter but I honestly had no idea what to wright and how to end this fic. My friend gave me this fic awhile ago and I just sorta started writing. I had nothing planed so sorry if it made absolutely no sense. And lastly I would like to explain why I'm ending the fic like this. Well it's because I'm pretty much 100% out of the one direction fandom now and I don't feel like writing about them. So sorry. But I am going to try and wright another fanfiction it's about My Chemical Romance so if you're into that stuff you should totally read it! The first chapter will be up soon. It's called Choose
So if you could give it a read that would be pretty rad!
~ALL THE FUCKING LOVE IM GOING TO MISS YOU GUYS! EVE
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