Haruman

Sixteen: Angel

I pull Mark into my lap and he squeaks. I chuckle and sit where he lays down, so he's on top of me. "Now sleep." I whisper and kiss the top of his head. He slowly lulls to sleep and I stroke his hair.

Mark is being released soon and he's so excited. I promised to take him where he wants when I have the time after. Of course he understands that I don't always have the time. His hand clutches my shirt as he moans softly in his sleep. I tense, is he having a wet dream or is it just me?

I take a deep breath and it comes out terribly uneven. "J-Jackson..." I shake him softly before I get hard. "M-Mark, wake up. Wake up." He stirs and shifts. Mark looks at me in horror, face bright red. My heart is racing and my breathing is off. I could imagine what he was dreaming about. "W-Was I-" he stutters suddenly. "Moaning my name? Yeah." I squeak and he blushes a deeper red. "Sorry." I rub his hip making him squeak. "Don't worry baby."

He blushes again at the pet name. God he's adorable when blushing.

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Finally Mark can come back to the dorm. He is on my back as I carry him inside. The boys are out practicing right now. I set him down on the kitchen counter and step between his legs. "Now you can't skip meals." He whines in protest. "Mark, do you know how scared I was when I saw you half dead on the floor? No, you're eating." He covers his stomach and I grip his thighs. "Babe, you aren't fat. Come here." I bring his face close and kiss him. He deepens the kiss and I bring him closer, letting him wrap his legs around my waist. He starts to unbutton my shirt as the door opens.

"Ew, guys go to your room for that." Marks face couldn't get any redder than it turned at Youngjae's comment. I take his hand and help him down. "Maybe we will." I bring him to our room, ignoring the fake gags. I let Mark go in first and he backs away from me when I approach. "Jackson, no." I kiss his neck softly. "Jackson stop! I can't take it anymore! I've spent all this time playing this game but I can't! Can't you get it? I don't like you!"

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I wake up to lips against mine and I immediately recognize them as Mark's. His hand runs down my body and I shove him away. "S-Stop." He looks worried. "Jackson, are you-" I shove him away. "Get away from me! You lier!" I scream and Mark lifts his hands in surrender and confusion as Jae Bum rushes in. "What did you do?" BamBam hugs me defensively as I cry. "I-I don't know. I woke him up from a n-nightmare-" Mark cuts off with a sob. Jinyoung rubs his back. "Jackson, what happened in your nightmare?" Yugyeom asks gently. I shake my head. Youngjae sighs, "Jackson, for your good-" he starts. "Mark!" I cry in answer and he flinches in Jinyoung's arms. He tries to leave but Yugyeom and Youngjae restrain him. "Let him." I squeak.

"You really don't know?" I look at them confused. I listen to Jinyoung's scolding. "....pills....taking.....overdose.." Then it clicks. "Mark, what have you done?" I slowly approach. He doesn't answer. I harshly pin him on the wall. "Mark!" I scream and he sobs. "Let me go, Jack! You're hurting me!" I let go immediately. "I-" I sprint out of the room. "Jackson!" I lock myself in the bathroom and quickly roll up my sleeve. "Jackson!" Mark cries. He knows damn well what I'm about to do. I do it every time I hurt him.

I grab the razor and slice across my skin. I groan in slight pain and do it again and again. I hear the lock being picked and Mark locks himself with me. "Give it!" He screams and fights with me. Suddenly we both freeze. The blade scratched him. Right above his chest. I drop it and he pins me down.

The blade- my blade just hurt my baby.